daisy🌼

♡₊˚・₊✧Intro✧₊・˚₊♡ ⋆Daisy⋆she/her⋆28⋆aka way too old for this shit⋆#shtwt⋆ I mainly post dumb shit, censored sh, talk about wanting to kms and whatever else.

Had a migraine for two days now rip

Sometimes I just feel like I wasted all my potential. I was such a smart kid. I could have done something big with my life.

Was up til 4 then woke up at 9 with a migraine and then puked and slept until 4 lmaoooo

Stayed safe tonight, need 2 go 2 bed soooon ugh

Things like this make me question if I have a dissociative disorder but Secondary Structural Dissociation can be present in BPD I guess. Idk if that equals plurality but it's something that's been playing on my mind for like 3 years now.

Found my old trauma blog on tumblr and I don't remember it being so active loooool like I have a whole intro & byf & dnfi on there.

Catching up with my mum soon then spending the weekend alone :) time to do some damage.

guy with mommy issues: i like being called good boy girl with mommy issues: this wretched earth has no place for me but i am enslaved to my flesh and kin for why do i feel obligated to exist if my only purpose is to decay

u have to realize at some point that no amount of self awareness and intellectualization will ever fix u

@terrorful79301 This is incredible, well done Tara!🩷

i have successfully only repeated the compulsion more than once a hour a free times at most since i posted this i think next i might try to stop doing the compulsion at noon since i already dont do the compulsion at midnight for some reason so that feels like a good place to start then maybe i can try to get the compulsion down to every other hour like stop doing the compulsions at even numbers which might be a bit more difficult but i need to try or else i will keep living like this forever

@slittingburns V welcome!! Hopefully you can find something similar!!🤞

@slittingburns Idk if you can get it where you are + it's expensive af but this works amazing. Citrus/orange oil in general is rly good at breaking down adhesive.

Time to get creative ig

Very quicky running out of space if I wanna keep my wounds hidden sigh

Putting together a strawpage from scratch (well w/o a template) and it will be cute af when I'm done w it !!!

@cptsdxoxo Proud of you 🫂

I got bit by a tick yesterday and I freaked tf out what do you mean there was a bug inside my skin literally ewewew

Wound updates. I'm mad at the newer one but next weekend I'll do something better maybe.

@SorryMeCut Thank you so much, I appreciate it 🫂🩷

@daisysdecay Let me know if you need to talk, my dms are open. Cancer is hard and even more so when its your own parent

Got an update on my mums cancer diagnosis today and on the plus side it doesn't seem to have spread yet but on the down side it's way more serious than I thought, somehow I heard thyroid cancer but it turns out it's lung? Fun times.