el ☆ shedtwt

☆short intro☆ you can call me el im on shtwt but struggle with many more mental health issues like anxiety, panic attacks, chronic depression and suicidality, and i got diagnosed with asd a few years ago i love music, animals and soccer no dni, just be kind^^

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should have killed myself many years ago

feeling lonely after cutting off everyone and isolating myself

haha nobody cares haha

would 4500mg benzos be enough? i have more if necessary #suicidetwt #988twt

would 4500mg benzos be enough? i have more if necessary

"you're so funny" thanks i probably would've been lobotomized in 1940

Como primer y último acto de amor propio me voy a suicidar.

i've been stupidly binging again lately so i really need to lock tf back in.

if they dont do it for me, i have to end it myself.

im so serious, if i won't get any further in the euthanasia process soon, i have to end it within the next 8 weeks. i know i've set dates before, but i'm really really "past my due date". i can not let myself turn any older. life isn't for me. it never was and it never will be.

me every day:

today really fucking sucks.

i will always be the one who lays awake missing people who forgot i even exist