Dea

hit me with the harshest reality truth

pernah membaca satu jurnal yang isinya tentang : “ada bagian dari ibu kita yang tidak pernah pergi dari tubuh kita, dia adalah mikrokimerisme, yaitu sebagian sel ibu bisa menetap di tubuh anak seumur hidup, dan sebagian sel anak juga bisa tinggal di tubuh ibu sampai puluhan tahun setelah melahirkan. Sel tersebut hidup di dalam sel tubuh kita, memberi energi agar kita terus bertahan hidup. Sel ini menjadi salah satu bentuk ikatan biologis yang paling kuat dan abadi. Ternyata ibu kita itu tidak pernah benar benar meinggalkan kita. “Dia” abadi tetap hidup di dalam raga kita ini.

Zayn Malik tells ‘Call Her Daddy’ that he loves Gigi Hadid, but doesn’t think he was ever in love with her: “My understanding of love is always developing. At that moment in time, I might’ve thought it was love, but as I’ve gotten older, I’ve realized maybe it wasn’t. Maybe it was lust, maybe it was this, maybe it was that. I don’t feel like it was love. And to say this on record, I will always love G cause she’s the reason my child is on this Earth — and I have the utmost respect for her. I will always love her, but I don’t know if I was ever in love with her. […] I felt like when I [first] said it, I think people took it a tap away. So I’m just like, I have so much respect for this woman and I do love her, a crazy amount, but no. I don’t think I was in love with her at that point, otherwise I would’ve been a better version of myself.”