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Idk what to call it tbh but i have a huge problem with randomly switching up on ppl in seconds sometimes there isnt even a trigger it just happends And sometimes it gets worse for a short period of time i honestly dont know what to do

i want to kill myself so fucking bad maybe someone will care about me after

yeah i complain abt being lonely while also never talking to anyone cus im scared of rejection what about it

is it pathetic to say my blade is the only thing that helps me not feel lonely

yes i put on an ungodly amount of makeup and filters just to feel pretty

everyone has someone and i am just so alone

ok new question, how to tell if someone is bored of you and wants you to die a painful death

how to have people actually want to talk to u no glue no borax

i get angry at my family for no good reason other than the fact that they’re bothering me like actually leave me alone bro omggggg

if i see another skinny bitch that won the genetic lottery and doesn’t work out i will genuinely end it

how to make skin that’s been cut before hurt the same as skin that’s fresh and not cut before

haha yay cus i definitely want to be the only one initiating stuff so my friends actually talk to me can someone blow my head off already

i love writing poems i used to do it all the time

If im not atleast 50kg at the end of the year i might actually kill myself

im so lonely im still nobodies first choice no matter how hard i try to get close to people im so desperate

i hate my body so much omg holy

My personality is basically Sheldon from The Big Bang Theory if he were the protagonist of a shonen manga and had depression

i wish i could cut of the fat from my body

ugh my fav poem ever

love it when people tell me about me because i have no idea who i am