johnny-jane

is there a fairytale that exists where the guy gives up everything for love and it's considered a happy ending

When I was 12 I was paranoid about mind readers so I would practice constructing mental fortifications around my mind to make it impenetrable, and making my mind blank on command. I would also attempt penetrative assaults on other people's minds with directed mental energy

everyone talks abt The Sluts but Closer by cooper is scariest shit ever..it starts pretty funny and nasty like a lot of his work and gets more cerebral and strange then takes the craziest turn into the most horrifying prose i've ever read and im still in a weird mood from it lol

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reading a novel after reading someone like baldwin or lispector is extremely difficult. i’m not trying to be pretentious either but classics (modern included) raise the bar so high everything else feels lacklustre and most prose is just not cutting it

and then made the title track’s beat one note over and over like she TORE

something very psychosexual and funny about directors (nerd types, let's be real) befriending traditionally atractive actors and using them as both power fantasies and objects of torture