beau . 𖦏 ⋆♱

i need to lock in this is actually embarrassing

BPD is actually a really sad mental health condition when you think about it. Like a person was put through so much trauma, abuse, neglect, instability, etc., that it literally altered the brain to make a person feel like they are never safe. I feel like my nervous system will always be broken.

i want to beautiful but in a slightly off putting way

just had my first car accident 😍😍😍

changing my layout and display name for the 1000th time probably why i get no interactions LMAO

every day noticing more and more how misogyny creeps into every aspect of life and society and how deep rooted it is and it’s making me feel sick

@reidrexia thank you <3 i hope so lol i get so self conscious about them sometimes

@deerexia if it helps genuinely no one cares or looks at you twice bc of them<3

having lots of very visible sh scars vs british heatwave

oh no realising i’m in love with someone

How it feels walking outside with visible self harm scars

“i asked chat gpt” well i asked tupac & he said that’s why he fucked your bitch you fat motherfucker

10 minutes ago i was optimistic about my future and now im struggling not to relapse. i hate bpd i hate bpd i hate bpd

i rationally know i shouldn’t care so much about my weight and i know there’s so much more to life and i know beauty isn’t measured by thinness BUT my brain isn’t rational, my brain is sick and i can’t help but obsess over my image

@v0mitkuromi omg my cat is called edward

Edward says hi edrtwt

got my first seriously infected cut after doing ts for 11 years 😭😭 had to get a prescription and called my brother in a panic to go collect it for me

not been active i’ve been so busy but im still here 🫶🏻

you have catch yourself having a good time and start to think about how much better that experience would be if you were thinner

i hate food noise i know im not hungry ive JUST eaten a good lunch but i cant stop thinking about raiding the kitchen cabinets