madz (ia, recovery)

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@psycmuse i love you

@deermadz Madz I always believe in you, you can do it. When it gets hard i will always be here for you I love you madz i really do Hope you stay safe 🫂

hi moots, i think i’m gonna try to recover, so i won’t be as active. love you all 🤍

die

Yes.

laying on the floor, starving, drawing, listening to music… can i be a teenage girl forever please

nvm my bf fixed it

europe in july:

my record player stopped spinning i’m gonna kms, bye

what’s the craziest thing you’ve done to lose weight?

@d3rangedhoney honey!!! i’m so so proud of you, seriously

im 6 months clean from sh today!!!

listening to music on a record player is a diff vibe, i love it sm

@dietcoke_cig4 i had cucumbers, boiled eggs and a bit of tuna🫩

@deermadz Pasta? A sandwich? Anything you like! What did you have?

what should i have for lunch today

my dad is such a girl dad 🥹

@lalaloopsie2372 yes and i hate how competitive this disorder is🫩

@deermadz I’ve literally felt this. I’m secretly hoping they gain and I loose😶

my coworkers keep talking about diets and WL, and i just keep thinking “i need to lose more so they know i’m better than them” wtf is my problem, when will this end

@psycmuse it was okay i didn’t do much! just in bed all day watching movies. what about your day myoliniee

@deermadz Nice sounds niceeee How was tour day

woke up with a migraine and throwing up. morning !

@deerestdanielle i understand u, and it is really exhausting to live like this. i hope one day we get to recover and live a happier life <3 and i missed u tooo danielle

@deermadz This happens so many times I feel like the only way I can ever actually feel better about myself is when I’m skinny and I hate myself so much for thinking that, I hate this fucking disorder Also omg madz I haven’t seen you on my tl in a while I missed uuu

i hate social media…but here i am