yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

@deitsoda

FUCK this eating disorder and FUCK my life and FUCK you too | @deitstar

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yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda·5h

Suicide ideation is quite literally a disease. It’s the first thing I think of when I wake and my last thought as I’m drifting off to sleep… just counting down days 24/7 and everything I think of just leads me back to thinking about ending my life

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yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda·1d

I just wish life would stop giving me reminders so often I get it jeez

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yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda·1d

Cried ab a future I’m not even in🙄

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Arusoi@Arusoi29615·3d

I think my life will end in suicide I'm not quite sure when, maybe it won't, but all roads seem to lead me there

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yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda·3d

Decided to switch my meds to daytime instead of before bed bc i suspected i was having trouble sleeping bc of them and completely forgot to take them for 2 days 😐

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ale 🐞@stonedinurattic·4d

when you need advice but the person you need it from is no longer in ur life

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yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda·4d

I did Zumba today bc my legs hurt a bit and I really enjoyed it tbh..I was gonna do a rest day tomorrow but then I remembered idrgaf ab allat I’ll do another workout

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yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda·5d

Finally did all of it by day 4 .. had to modify a bit bc I don’t have that much strength nor stamina yet but I’ll get there eventually too

yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda

Giving this another go bc I’m sick of Pilates and I want something more torturous

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yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda·5d

I can’t believe the only real source of comfort in my life is the fact I’ll die at the end of summer

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yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda·13 May

Yesterday I did half today I did 3/4th I’m gonna try to work up to full tmr but my legs keep giving out 😭 I also don’t do the plank up down I just hold a plank for a minute or so

yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda

Giving this another go bc I’m sick of Pilates and I want something more torturous

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yul °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .@deitsoda·13 May

Sometimes I’m having a really normal day and then I spontaneously burst into tears

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