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90kcal. this set me over but i dont care because it was nice and im going through shit right now

mushroom and broccoli cheesy spagetti. 600kcal, absolutely delicious

what if i put apples... in a mini wrap... is this stupid

downloaded stepsapp! i havent done any excercise today but hopefully this will be good for tracking my steps around college and when walking places :)

my mum bought way too much stuff for the week as usual so now i have to try and use up as much as i can to avoid waste while still restricting and also trying not to kill myself. i should be getting paid for a balancing act like this

fp just messaged me unprompted telling me to come back to college cause she misses me. perhaps i have been overreacting to my elaborate mental scenarios

i want new friends but i dont know how to make them and i dont know if its even worth it because im not fun and i can never keep people around

today we ask the age old question: are my interests changing, or am i just depressed?

tin of tuna. just a straight tin of fucking tuna. 112kcal. why am i doing this to myself

please someone just kill me

i just wanna feel better

i gotta get my shit together

deactivated my main cause im going through some bullshit. i dont think anyone will even care

its not horrible because it tastes bad its just. way too much

eating all of this was a horrible choice i feel like im gonna throw up. but theres only a spoonful left. should i balance one more straw upon the camels back?

protein cookie dough, 720kcal for the full bowl according to the recipe

guys should i eat a full protein cookie dough bowl and go over but feel happy or eat a chicken salad with rocket and green beans and be Healthy but also its probably gonna taste so dull and ill want to kill myself

protein cookie dough :) had a spoonful but im not counting that shit because im the chef and i do what i want

@AndRelapseAgain this looks so nice omgg

•°☆ Wieiad ~ 13.05.2026 ☆°• ٠࣪⭑ 1489kcal ٠࣪⭑

1 hour of treadmill, 15 minutes of arms. im probably not gonna do more than this today cause period. hashtag killing myself