avie is staying accountable

Being able to say im 95 lbs again is .. i need it

I have to get back to my lw i was soooo tiny

I was so much prettier when my ribs and spine were visible

I looked so much better when i was tiny

I used to be so flat and skinny and perfect

Omg I miss my lw I was shredded

small changes build habits 🩶

I’m so embarrassed I used to be so pretty and tiny and perfect

could i do this in two months…

I have to fucking lose im disgusting nobody will ever love me

Just sitting here thinking about how fat I am someone kill me now

I miss my flat stomach

when you binge but you dont purge so you just sit there feeling fat and guilty😂😂

u sure do eat a lot for someone with a restrictive eating disorder….

don’t let ur opp be skinnier than u

WEIGHT LOSS IS SO SLOWWWW I NEED TO WAKE UP 30 KGS LIGHTER BY TOMORROW

haha yes we can meet! but let’s do it when i’m skinnier, my hair is longer, my skin is cleaner….

I need to get over my fucking fat ass obsession with food it’s gross.