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☆ unpinning at 102 lbs ☆

Bye everyone, I'm going to be deactiving. It's been 10 months since I've had an ed and I've decided to start recovery. I just talked to my bf ab it and he's gonna try to help and support me as much as he can. I hope you all can live the most happy life ♡

Telling my bf ab my ed today lol . Wish me luck

Idek how I can begin to love my body, I've always had body image issues. I'm just hoping things will get better with time

@st4revd Manifesting for you I really wish nothing but the best for you and hope u never get to see a hospital again and live life the way u want to ♡♡

I'm definitely gonna have to delete this twitter acc or at least just log put and not use it at all if I actually am gonna recover and get rid of all the fucking tspo on my pinterest

I'm so fucking scared to recover bc I feel like if I don't have an ed I'm going to be out of control bc my ed keeps me in check with my diet since I'm more strict than I was before. wtf am I going to do if I can't rely on my ed

god hates me bc why am I deciding to recover on MY BDAY MONTH AND ITS ALMOST SUMMER holy fuck i fucked up so hard how'd I manage to try so hard for 10 months just to ruin all of my progress

oh he’s not paying attention to me? let me drop 20 lbs in 2 months and post a full body pic on snapchat and see what happens then

God pls don't let me gain all my weight back

I'm really scared to tell my bf ab my ed, even tho ik he'll understand and support me. I just feel so invalid wanting to recover after only 10 months of having an ed, and not even being fucking underweight or skinny enough. I feel like a joke.

I just want to be skinny that's my only goal :|

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@dis0rder3d_sl4y not weird at all, thank you so much! ♡ I was so close to not saying anything because I wanted to wait a couple months to reach my ugw for summer but I'd rather actually enjoy this summer with good memories than always worry about how much I weigh

these are all written by older ed suffers in response to a 17 y/o,, they’re so heartbreaking and SUCH wake up calls. recover while you still can

Told my school counselor ab my ed today hash tag lol

I can't recover summer is coming up and my bfs bday and my bday..... but I just want to feel happy.. and enjoy myself.. I hate this disorder

Do I recover yes or no 😜

i have lost 20lbs. i have lost 20lbs. i have lost 20lbs. i have stayed below my limit everyday this month. i have stayed below my limit everyday this month. i have stayed below my limit everyday this month. people noticed. people noticed. people noticed. i am thin.