professionally insane

watching criminal minds rn and one of the women is such body inspo ohhhhhgg my god im tweaking

i have heart failure ❤️❤️❤️ not even from ed wtf

@Ed_Pokkle NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

IM SO SCARED I JUST TEXTED MY EX RIPP

god i wanna get drunk SO BADLY

trying to be less evil and mean but god do these ppl make it hard

forced sh recovery bc every inch of my body is being examined by 20 doctors everyday

@TheGirlWhoGaf in my experience the fasting usually just gets rid of water weight unfortunately but the weight u gain back is also mostly water weight 😞 it’s basically pointless in my own experience and it’s better to do omads in the long run for “consistent” weight loss

trying to research how to not gain weight back after fasting and not seeing promising results the last time i did a three day i gained it back immediately doing omads and i don’t want to go through that again if it won’t do anything helpful

@choiminhodiet that looks delicious ok?

Dinner ok?

guys it’s lock in time i’m so fucking fat

i get weighed everyday and it has triggered me so bad bc my doctor comments on every oz i gain (bc im supposed to be gaining but wtv)

relapsing hey babies

me trying to manipulate my drs into not admitting me again

i’m having genuinely the worst week of my life i literally almost died again and had to be hospitalized AGAIN and then i got three new diagnoses and i have to go get an endoscopy and a colonoscopy 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂

losing so much hair from my chemo 🙁 i’m going to shave it eventually i think. it is just sad

imagine having the worst two months of ur life and u are physically in pain and quite literally dying and then u get dumped what thehell

@xVenusZornx i hope ur okay tho ❤️❤️

CHAT LOOK AT MY FUCKING MRI I’M GONNA CRY

@xVenusZornx the eyes are killing me

ohhh hrr hospital serve/lowkey body check idfk

guys i’m losing so much hair literally in chunks like the infusions i’m doing are chemo so i’m gonna be bald and losing my hair like this is so distressing i cannot explain

IM STILL IRRITATED