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mmm peantud buubber 💭

to stop until im at a weight where gaining weight would be the healthy thing to do. unless i completelly switch up. idk maybe ill try working out and getting toned instead of stick thin. maybe thatll work.

i didnt think i wanted it before but fuck i wanna be like. a little bit underweight. just enough to where people will tell me to eat something unprompted, maybe jokingly but with like a hint of genuine concern. it sucks. i didnt wanna be that person but i dont think ill be able-

annoying myself with how disordered i am

literally had like one potato and three thin ass pancakes today and im still like uugghhh i ate too much like bro stfu

@Goontismo fuck no bro ur weird af these are bodychecks not nudes i saw you asking for moots from minors fuck off

@dogintraining_ Moots ?

#edtwt tw bc bodycheck how many kilos down needed to lose that little fat pouch on my stomach im gonna kms

@mattysnowpuff ermmmm oops

@dogintraining_ yes twin

guys does using laxatives at least twice a week count as lax abuse

im getting close to my gw but im afraid its not gonna be enough by FAR, so dw im not going anywhere

lol, lmao even

#edtwt is a zigzag type diet bad or for you? like is it more harmful to consistently have a lower deficit or to have 2 days extra low and 1 day closer to maintanance?

I wish people didn’t automatically assume that I think being underweight looks good just because I have an ed 🙁 Sorry but the body is not tea unless your are happy and healthy

taps mic is this thing on

i just want to get deathly thin, fuck ill settle for a bit skinny fat if it makes me look less like "good job on your weight loss journey keep the progress going you got this buddy :)" and more like "holy shit please eat something"

my girlfriend actually triggered me so bad i hate that i lost an "admirable" "good" "respectable" amount of weight. i want you to be fucking concerned! how have i been eating bellow my literal bmr everyday for months and im not sick yet, i want to restrict so much harder.

had a dream i was looking at pictures where im way thinner bit i gained weight because of how i ate at my gfs and in the same dream i broke todays fast because i got offered food. im genuienlly gonna fast for 2 days because im so mad.

back from my gfs i need to loose weight IMMIDIATELLY i need to lock in so bad im gonna lose my shir

it actually only has to make sense to me

metab.. week.. hahahaa so i sint crash out when i inevitably gained weight thats not just water weight