Simon the Dogg

Dude goes absolutely insane at 9 year old's birthday party

Where has Blane been? Where is Blane? Why hasn’t Blane been streaming? I have the answers. Around 3 months before appearing on Fishtank Live, I decided to start waning off of an SSRI I had been taking since I was 16. It was initially prescribed to me during an extremely intense bout with clinical depression, which lasted an entire year. This is the reason I have a hunchback, as I was completely bedridden during this time. While my ability to overcome an extreme case of depression came from my own willpower, the anti-depressant definitely assisted in my ability to build myself up to that point. The problem of course, is that around the beginning of this year, I began to evaluate that the long term side effects of being on an SSRI for so long wasn’t worth it. I essentially finally decided to do some research, and concluded that it would be only detrimental to stay on this drug. The time in which I finally waned completely off the SSRI was actually while I was on fishtank. I think this explains why I felt this “seventh sense” that my time on the show was drawing to a close, and was the reason I inevitably walked out after the end to the candy challenge. The truth is, without the SSRI, I had started to feel depressed again. A month later brings us to now, where I will admit to my following that the reason I haven’t been keeping an online presence is because I am suffering from depression. However, part of the reason I even admit this, is because I have already been taking steps to get better. I’ve been breaking negative habits I’ve kept for years, and overall simply doing things to live a healthier and more cautious lifestyle. My goal isn’t to start streaming until I know I have the mental fortitude and diligence to put on an entertaining show that’s worth watching. The monetary benefit of grinding my face against the dirt to be streaming everyday despite my mood means nothing to me, as it never was about the money. Overall, I hope to be able to share good news regarding my progress with this small bout of depression soon. Until then, don’t expect too much from me. If you struggle with depression, do not despair. While you may feel helpless now, every little win is a large step forward. Always keep your chin up.

Clavicular says he is currently one of the most INFLUENTIAL people in the WORLD and says he’s on a generational run unlike any other we’ve EVER seen 👀 “What other famous person has had the entire culture within a matter of months of their come up, completely change, I’ve completely changed people’s vocabulary, influenced them in a major way, and still remained bigger than all the cultural change I’ve influenced… I’ve had the red carpet laid out for me? How did things go so perfectly?” “You are watching a once in a generational event, once in a generational experience I’m giving to you. A generational run as some might say… You’ve never seen a generational run like this, because if you open up your eyes and look at the timeline of other so called “generational runs” they’ve been throughout the span of years for people to reach their goals, for people to have these accomplishments. I did it in months…” “I’ll probably be the ruler of the entire planet, and more. Who knows? That’s my thing I don’t just intend to rule this planet, I intend to rule what’s far and beyond…”