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@irldaisyrandone The home ec teacher at my high school taught us a nice, healthy mix of straight up misinformation, lines that were 100% pulled right from some proana on edtwt, and a light dusting of information about balancing your macros, which was the only true thing she'd taught all semester

now call me a bitch but i do not think you should be a nutritionist if you’re actively struggling with an ed idk thooo

@crushedb0n3s I mean, someone has to have hit the statistical anomaly right?

do you guys think theres ANY happy anorexic out there is it possible

@cigaretteofed Hmmm Depends how much dirt they have on me tbh And which irl friend tbh I curate very different friendships online than I do irl

found out one of my irls is disordered so question if one of your irls was on edtwt would you follow or block them??

@thintechgodhead Jesus how do you put up with these assholes

“if i was your parents id just beat and starve you!” well that already happened and i’m still like this, so

most shocking part of arfid awareness day has been the amount of adults that think it is normal to spend hours of their free time fantasizing about how they would abuse their hypothetical disabled child

Oh right it was 4th of July recently or whatever AMERICA CAN SUCK MY FAT TITS AND MY FATTER BALLS

Just slept for nearly 12 hours

@iiguxo @lilacpenguins I do not count drinks that are 10 cals or less (within reason, only like 1 or 2 a day) to have broken my fast, but other than that any food or calories does count as breaking my fast

@lilacpenguins Me too 😭 but people ask for example oh does 50 cals of whatever break my fast..? Like yeah. I mean everyone has different rules for their fats ig but I always go 0

Why do people ask if food breaks a fast..? Am I stupid but i thought if u eat anything your no longer fasting.

@ineeddtodiee @flxttershy_0 Nope, like 120 pounds, minimum activity, 2500 TDEE, thats maintenance for him

@doll_starving @flxttershy_0 5’1 with minimum activity???? that cant be unless theyre a really high weight?

Btw my wife has to eat like 2500 a day idk how she does it tbh

@cigaretteofed Hes also my ex 😭

@doll_starving omfg thats happened to me before thats such a jumpscare

bro i come home from uni every weekend to work i restrict so much when im uni so that i can eat with my family when im here my brother gets home from school and immediately says “i dont like how much you eat when youre here” istg im gonna kms

@Dozed044 Oh ig were both that then Me the other way tho

@doll_starving oops its sorta 4tran terminology. its like having features that help contribute to passing by luck. for this i meant if just happened to have a masc/androgynous build by chance

Is this a luckshit build pre-t or am I just coping?

don't let edtwt be ur only outlet we all need the reality check that in the real world most ppl with eds are not honeymoon phasing, they're crippled by the ed and it's not glamorous or goals, anyone spouting lingo like "fatspo" "ed hierarchy" are seen as weird as fuck, rightfully

I do be Genuinely Psychotic sometimes

And she either bought this hook line and sinker, or simply did not care at all Anyways all this to say I never faced any consequences for anything that happened here

Story time! So in 11th grade, around the time I was hitting my lowest weight I passed out in class, and then later the same day the school nurse caught me purging The next day the councilor called me into her office and was like "we're worried that you have an eating disorder"

@Dozed044 I knew one guy who just had like MDD, crazy work tbh

@doll_starving ye ive gen never seen anyone 'inbetween'. its either ur lucky enough to be ok mentally or just get hit w everything at once 😞

i hate how being marginalised increases your chances of getting a disorder which increases your chances of getting another disorder which increases your chances of getting another disorder which increases your chances of getting another disorder which increases your chances of ge

@thintechgodhead 😭 Im so sorry bro that sucks

should i start doing “what i eat in a day as an adult with arfid” thing because all the videos i keep getting shown are like. what my 3 year old toddler with arfid eats