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i know myself … tomorrow i won’t move . my cortisol ready to be unhinged

im still up and listening to justin bbiibs lmao i shared a business idea to a randoo person ahhahahahajaja im stuck in this mood help

@eyojoel77 for you to think that you are selfaware and they aren’t you become exactly the one who thinks” the way you move is normal” and theirs isn’t

blast this traxk let’s get back in time open.spotify.com/track/5tdNS5Gi…

while i am ranting this is the music i listen to open.spotify.com/track/14mUKa5u…

damn so my brain never actually learned how to relax? because what do you mean i deep dive and analyse my thoughts and ideas every time i have free time to do whatever? what exact trauma made me develop this effecrt? #cptsd #ifs #audhd

oke so now we see if i WRITE my own intellectual thought without letting my ai rewrite my grammar, it sounds like i am rhe spokes person of downtown la craxk developer #youngho #drugtwt #autism #claude

another perfect example of my rant is that most of introverts seem to be quite, simple, mysterious or seem socially incompetent but it’s the other way around. most of the people who are hyper sensitive and autistic they all analyse alot information at the same time. the brain neurons analyse way to much information upfront and because of their pattern recognitions about multi aspects they rightfully decide that keeping quite bcus it is the best approach/ outcome. and it is in facts if you involve or share your thoughts while understanding that everyone has his own perception on everything based on their own life experience… then ofc they realise that sharing their thoughts and opinions will leads to a dead end or even worse to envy/hate from the ones who hear them this case explains why they back off. i wrote this example only for the introverts trying be “social” to random ppl & not for family or people you are bonded with #audhd #thoughts #adhd

going against your ‘biological’ yet programmed instincts that ‘feels’ lonely when you’re alone…realising u can train your self awareness to ask questions of that exact feeling / neurological effect on you is the key to live life independently outside the social constructs that humans created us to live by #neurodivergent

so this happenens irl with a adhd / autism mind if it could speak up… this right now is a beautiful example. my mind in under influence of alcohol but thats the only reason it accept to share its thoughts. not because of partying i am actually in a hyper focused think mood instead of feeling “ cute sexy tipsy “ it more like i am able to actually be social. and yes social to me means expressing myself throug thoughts/ expressions . i have no desire in physical or other forms of being social with other humans #audhd #neurodivergent