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If you're one of the many who cut me out, May life bring you peace. Life happens. We say and do things that are hurtful and we also have to live with it. Our path diverged, maybe for the best. Farewell. #Goodbye #Closure #LettingGo #MovingOn #LifeLessons

First bonus short warm-up before recording Scroll & Scold. Maximum freshness and maximum energy. youtube.com/shorts/yLa9vG1… #Teaser #NotForEveryone #BehindTheSound #BehindTheScenes #UpcomingRelease #NuDiscoMusic

Scroll & Scold, our first production might be delayed for a bit until we can record the damaged vocals again. It was planned for April but studios, availabilities and stuff... or maybe it'll be all right... Screenshot from our member @dotjeal.

I asked Gemini about the infamy score of my first collaboration with @InCellStudios regarding the lyrics and cover art... based on YouTube rules. And no, it's not public yet. #BannedOnYoutube #NuDisco #InfamyScore #SatireMusic #LiabilityToHumanLife

The recording files aren't exactly pristine, there is garbage and artefacts but the cutting is done. Not much to mix since the tracks are already processed but it's also nearly done. Hopefully the file will be ready for next week... and there's still the non-audio work to do.

Coming soon (1 or 2 months) Scroll & Scold, a banned song produced by InCell Studios about #SocialMedia, #AttentionEconomy, #DopamineLoop and #MaleExpendability. You either feed the loop or get left in the dirt Most men choose the loop, it never really hurts… ’til it does

Here's the model. It's cheaper to add clothes with AI than making custom props. Unfortunately, there is no budget left, so her clothes will have to wait.

Meet L. Mariposa Circus entertainer, self-proclaimed MPDG, actually 'frog farmer'. Her delusion is not black and white, but orange and blue. She acknowledges when she lies, deceive, etc... But justifies with her goal (and delusion). #WritingCommunity #AmWriting #CharacterDesign

I'm slowly recovering lost memories. Painful ones. People who took advantage or harmed me. Several of my characters are already loosely inspired from them, and now I can make them better. More realistic. #WtitingCommunity #AmWriting #CharacterDesign

@facebook is about to lose me and my business for the second time because of their false positives. Do you believe in third chances? Because I do not.

Familiar with the old Rules of the Internet? Read #42, #43, and #20 in that order. 20 years ago it was already written, and it didn't get better. Also #77. #DigitalCulture #MediaLiteracy #InternetHistory

Writing is a deep thought experiment that sometimes leads to realizations and conclusions. Socialism rests on res publica and res promiscuus. Capitalism rests on res privata and res nullius. Both need res publica . To different extents, and to different ends. Is it accurate? Unlikely. Is it simple to understand? If you know the concepts, yes. #WritingLife #WritersCommunity #ThoughtExperiment #Philosophy #PoliticalPhilosophy

For those who ask what do writing looks like for me, here's a screenshot with a rough draft on the left, and character/place bible on the right. And no, I'm not a even amateur writer. #AmWriting #WritingCommunity #WritersOfTwitter #WorkInProgress #scrivener

Some clarifications seem necessary, as a few people clearly missed the point of my previous post. I’m not saying women are bad. What I am saying is that certain qualities are, in my experience, going extinct. I am not framing women as enemies. If anything, I see a great deal of confusion. The hard-earned result of broken people giving broken advice, and others being conditioned not to question it. Institutionally misguided, if you prefer. If you feel the urge to label me a misogynist, evil, or anything else, feel free to do so, and do your best —or your worst. I genuinely do not care about your judgement. This is social media: if you’re reacting strongly to this post, you may already be proving my point… and you probably don’t want to prove me right. Right? I’m not telling anyone what to think or what to do. That’s not my business. This is simply about sharing experiences and conclusions drawn from them. That said, here’s a piece of free advice. Take it or leave it. Think about your end goal. What is your endgame? Are you chasing a moment, or building a life? If it’s just a moment, you are misguided. A single peak cannot sustain a lifetime. In fact, peaks are often followed by valleys —by decline. If it’s only about taking, or only about giving, you are misguided as well. Even nature follows laws of balance and equilibrium, much like chemical equivalence. Broken people can only give broken advice. If you want direction, find someone healthy who has reached a goal similar to your own, and ask them how they got there. They may not be in your vicinity, so look farther, and farther still, until you find them. Be careful, though. Our world is full of illusions and distorted images. In the end, it’s all up to you. #Clarification #PersonalThoughts #LifeReflections #Experience #UncomfortableConversations #RealityCheck #LongTermThinking #Introspection

For a few years now, my parents and my brother kept asking why I’m still single, and every time I give the same answer: Not now. And every time, they push a little further—“But when will you be ready?” As always, I politely ask them to drop it. They usually do, begrudgingly. But today, between two work sessions with my brother, I finally told him the truth. Back then, I crossed paths with a few girls. Here’s the short version: - The first only wanted my polar down jacket. I gave it to her and she vanished in seconds. - The second wanted my electronics. Same pattern. - The third and fourth were after lineage. When that didn’t work out, they left. - The fifth was aiming at my estate. I’ve been ghosting her for something like 25 years now. - The sixth wanted only the status of a stable relationship. After 11 years together, she got entangled with one of her underaged cousin, and later decided to… get better acquainted the 'guys' at the christian chaplaincy. - The seventh was a childhood friend, a nymphomaniac who wanted something big from me, and my lineage on top of that. She got neither, and life drifted us apart. - The eighth took advantage of my depression to drain money, then blocked me. - The ninth lied about her boyfriend being abusive, fed my double depression, financially abused me, made false allegations, publicly burned me to save face with the public and with the same boyfriend she forced herself on, and then left me with the aftermath. I still have proof of her actions, but she’s not worth the time or money the legal would cost. Long story short: I don’t trust women anymore. Unvetted ones, at least. I'll be single till death, and that's absolutely fine. I'm enjoying peace, quiet, and writing. How is that possible? Same question my family asked. Super-late bloomer, finally awakened to be an enne true five sapio. #FromTheAshes #MyStory #HonestTalk #LessonsLearned #WhyImSingle #RelationshipReality

Today, yet another data loss. Sixth loss of my manuscript in less than two months. I don't know what to think... Maybe I'm getting paranoid because this time I had 2 physical backups up to date, and another one in the cloud. #WritersOfTwitter #AmWriting #WritersRevenge #WritingStruggles

Much have happened since my last post here. Among others, 5th data loss in about a month, two CPUs fried, water shut off, internet outtage (still to this day)... and my birthday. Special thanks to one of the heroes without a cape, @otik_x who saved the day quite a few times and in quite a few ways. A man who found time when he had none available, to help me. Back to the birthday... Family expected me to eat a bit, so I couldn't fast as usual. I had to drive 20km back and forth because my mother wanted to have lunch with me, and... etc.. a birthday is a lot of work to make other people happy because they believe it would make me happy. But I already told them. I don't need a birthday to be happy. I found peace. Everyday is my birthday already. Here's an exchange with my faithful @botjeal about the birthday thing. Hopefully it will help some of you understand. #Birthday #NoSpecialDay Next post will likely happen when internet is repaired. Apologies to my patrons on patreon for the hiatus. I'll borrow connection like today to post another unedited chapter before the week ends.