I almost died.
The past 36 hours has been crazy.
I left home, traveled far away for a special event.
Came back and within 24 hours checked into the hospital emergency room.
Pain level 9/10.
My immune system crashed.
Caught the flu on the way back home.
They said I was dehydrated, but I didn't feel it.
I coughed so much I could taste the metals.
But that wasn't the worse part.
One side of my leg went completely numb, like deadweight.
I was afraid to use it for fear of snapping my ankle, so I dragged it on the floor.
My lower abdomen felt like it was tearing apart from the inside out and I clutched at it even though I knew it was useless.
I was screaming in pain.
I was breathing fast.
Felt the life drain from my face.
I wasn't bleeding but I should have been.
I have high pain tolerance.
Bulging discs, torn out back from my days of lifting to 1000lb club, and broken bones.
Nothing compared to this.
Doctors asked me 21 questions.
I answered honestly (they didn't believe me).
Pain level 12/10.
Everything in my body felt like pins and needles.
Felt like electric shock every few seconds with intense burning pain.
5 doctors attended.
Tests were ordered, blood, urine, and anything else they wanted, I said take it.
IV was plugged in.
Drug cocktail was served.
Morphine kicked in.
Lasted 10 mins.
Pain shot up and went higher.
Both legs went limp, I couldn't even stand.
I told the docs if they were going to amputate just let me die.
Pain level 13/10.
Texted my friend.
Posted on Discord.
Thought about everyone I loved.
If this was it, I said let me go in bliss.
Doctors ordered more drugs.
I blacked out.
Woke up, felt like 15 mins.
Asked the wife what time it was.
She said I was out for 2 hours.
And then it started again.
Pain level 14/10.
The Lights were on.
My eyes were open but I couldn't see anything.
All I felt was searing pain.
I was delusional at this point.
Doctors wouldn't give me anymore drugs.
My wife was holding my hand the entire time.
She was crying.
I was crying.
I felt like I was really dying.
Pain level 15/10.
There was no numbness, just extreme pain.
Everywhere.
My body was on fire.
I was sweating all over.
I grabbed the table support rails, felt my fingernails dig back into the skin of my own palms.
Then I felt a sudden warmth, so I just clutched again and held through the pain.
I blacked out again.
3 hours later.
I felt that special warmth again.
This time I could feel my legs, finally.
Pain subsided.
Doctors came in.
Nobody understood what the hell just happened.
MRI, Ultrasound, X-rays.
Screened for everything.
All the tests came back clean.
Healthy BMI, healthy blood, no tumors, no cancer.
Zero fucking clue.
2 doctors remained, compared notes.
Looked at tests, asked me the same questions.
I gave the same responses.
They looked in disbelief at each other, one laughed.
All I know is I felt a special warmth.
My wife held my hand at times, but it wasn't from her.
I was wrapped in something that cannot be explained.
10 hours later, I checked out.
That was 36 hours ago.
I still can't feel some of my toes, my body still feels like electric shock every now and then, possibly permanent nerve damage.
The excruciating pain has subsided but my lower body aches on every muscle movement.
Pain level 3/10.
Whatever happened in the ER, I have no idea.
Doctors are still clueless, and still asking same questions.
We're all in the dark about what took place.
I am just thankful to still be here.
And have the ability to walk.
I saw a light and felt a warmth.
I wasn't afraid.
I know someone was looking out for me.
And I know He exists.
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$GME parked under VWAP on feather volume while contracts trade like caffeine addicts.
Dealers betting on boredom, gamma building pressure.
One macro hiccup and hedges turn into a stampede.