xuan 💌

babe wake up another #hollanov smau fic: 💙 5 times the internet thinks shane and ilya are homophobic & 1 time they finally connect the dots 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/83603271/

I love reading fics where Shane is like “damn, I know he said he loves me but, BUT maybe I should change something in me, maybe I should stop folding my clothes before sex, it’s probably so dumb and annoying. Yeah I will stop” And there’s Ilya: WHAAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOINGGGGGGG

may gods save us this weekend

why does this have to be on a monday like don’t they know us third world people have to work during the week?

babies first twitter recommendation whatttt

@hllnvbugs omg what …. thank you for recommending this im actly shaking wjdjfjsjfjs whatttt

another social media fic with fun coding (ongoing) how can I be homophobic, my rival is gay by doublexuann archiveofourown.org/works/83603271

i got perceived

too many nyc residents meeting hudcon for free .. I SHOULD BE THERE TOO

thank you hudson for saying “life is inherently embarrassing, progress is inherently embarrassing” and thank you connor for saying “i’d rather swing hard and fall flat on my face than not be true to myself” they truly inspire me and give me motivation

actually nervous to post this one but as someone who’s been diagnosed with an eating disorder for several years and spent a very long time reading about eating disorders to try and understand my own condition - i have a take on shane’s eating disorder that im not sure if its a hot take or not? personally, i think shane’s eating is disordered. but i dont think he has an eating disorder. there’s a clear distinction, and before you come for me pls let me explain 😭 to me, he has disordered eating as a side effect of other issues (stemming from his autism, need for control etc) but the thing is that once he’s “happier” and under less stress, the disordered eating goes away. food is something he controls as a means of regulating himself but its not something that constantly consumes his thoughts. and let me tell you, when you have an eating disorder it’s inescapable. curing my depression didn’t cure my eating disorder. it’s relentlessly present even on my best days. anyway so my take is that i think he has disordered eating as a result of struggling to deal with and process emotions, rather than having a specific eating disorder. and i think that’s quite an important distinction when understanding his character and his motivations for why he struggles with food.

i need to move to new york rn

can we get a winter sport next .. no amount of lesbianism can get me to start sweating outdoors

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so many oomfs going priv today white nt hrtwt u continue to piss me off !!!

frying tf out of me shane’s so hockeypilled archiveofourown.org/works/83557496

@hllnvbugs omg the work skin test site is gonna change lives .. i’ve been using vsc and manually debugging after pasting on ao3 😭

had to make it a gif or twitter kills the quality too much lol excel template: archiveofourown.org/works/22173367 and the website i'm using to test work skins: ao3ide.feind.xyz

playing with toys

why is my theatre seat wet …?

you’re so fking funny shane hollander, never change

jane hollander and lily rozanov

Ksenia was it Rachel? It’s okay you can tell us the truth

what’s with the sudden resurgence of discord screenshots today