carly 🔎

sorry to say this but I really can shake my ass to the mii theme song

does ilya dress up as shane for halloween in one of the books or am I remembering a fanfiction or am I completely making that up

re-hyperfixation on a piece of media after a period of hibernation is lowkey worse than the initial hyperfixation

ottawa boys! #heatedrivalry #hollanov

someone: “so who said I love you first?” ilya: “I did” shane: “but I said it right back 😊” ilya: *loud incorrect buzzer noise*

I wonder if shane’s recollection of their first I love yous includes him saying holy shit and 👁️👄👁️ing silently for the longest few seconds of ilya’s life or does his version not include the brief psychological torture he put his man through bc he was Processing™️

I had a dream that kennedy had her baby and it was a girl named Coodles. what does this mean. how did my brain come up with Coodles

I think it’s on my mind because of heated rivalry but that’s funny bc they actually have very little in common besides a team sport and boys kissing. hr is 95% romance 5% sports. aftg is like… 30% mafia 30% sports 30% found family 5% romance 5% Deeply Traumatic Events

what if I just decide to get really into all for the game again

seeing a proud queer member of the GOLD MEDAL OLYMPIC hockey team hug connor means so much to me…hilary knight u will always be famous. and heated rivalry you will always be more than what people say you are

I think my parents know I’m queer even though I haven’t said it to them and I don’t want to not bc they’d be upset (they won’t care at all) but bc I know my dad would take me saying it outright as permission to roast me for having so many options and still being so single

I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing that how I picture luca haas in my head has accidentally become celebrini

@STARLESSDAZE @femmeinisms I just started working on hr fic for the first time and it’s soooo easy to hurt him 💀

@drewdflorence @femmeinisms MHM. MHM. I BLACKED OUT WHEN I WROTE THAT TBH. POSSESSED BY SHANE HOLLANDER HIMSELF.

@femmeinisms deserves recognition for this mini analysis of shane hollander (this applies to my wip but this is so tlg shane hollander core)

@STARLESSDAZE @femmeinisms the fear and internalized homophobia and if he doesn’t look at it then it can’t hurt him OH

@STARLESSDAZE @femmeinisms oh. Oh.

for the seven people left in the nancy drew fandom sorry it’s heated rivalry but for the converts to the hr fandom sorry I’m up to something

I had an idea I couldn’t get out of my head and I wrote 1.5k words of fanfiction in one sitting. who am I, myself four years ago? crazy times.

@STARLESSDAZE @femmeinisms it’s like how he doesn’t let the tears fall so it technically isn’t crying. if he doesn’t come all the way out then he can still go back in

@drewdflorence @femmeinisms I NEEDED TO SIT DOWN AFTER READING THOSE TEXTS SO YOU GET IT

hollonov would NOT name their children lily and/or jane however adopting a bonded pair of lady cats and naming them lily and jane would be really funny