Mateen

it’s peaceful here, i can be myself

i’m mentally tired from these online people

i was using this app and i forgot i had a trade running in profits and now it’s in loss, too much fun

should start reading today or there will be nothing left of me

seneca said “a man enslaved to lust is the lowest of slaves” Lust could be of many forms and not just limited to sex

didn’t know i was that kinda emotional person until i’ve seen my cat in distress with his tongue out and my heart felt like it was about to stop, i used to think i’ve stopped feeling emotional connection with anyone but then i realised how emotionally affached i really am

i feel like i’m full of emotions and i act nonchalant because i’ve to work otherwise i’ll go in severe depression if i start feeling those emotions or i’ll burst into tears and all that stoic personality will go in vain

the secret of winning is knowing how to lose

i try my best and still end up in the same loop again and again the problem is me no one is there to blame but me

it’s so addictive like you can’t resist using this app and you just keep coming here again and again may be because of people here or like minded people or may be you are just trying to be avoidant from real problems

this brain doesn’t let me sleep, i’ve to make it calm by hook or crook

i should find an alternative to this curse