not your type

who was this person before me?

blonde tits.

smoking wet tits

tits.

@henri_fjord it's you, you are dying. you always were, since birth - like the rest of us, but every scapegoat is welcome;)

Is it just me or is X dying?

i should shower more, clean shiet around me impeccably also.. and stuff. but i doubt that would really change anything except more unwanted attention from dubious characters..

i don't like life, it seems.

no, i have no lived experiences documented with camera as of this whole millennium. it would appear i didn't live at all.

..just another castaway.. castawaying;)

no use being cute now.

not all bad, true, forever alone. what might have been though.. heaven and hell, i suppose;)

one thing i am not capable of is to start anew, it seems. but these chicken intestines go on forever, only nothingness remains. i die every day yet remain existing somehow. it is serene though, never thought i would be (forced?) into liking it.

i thought it was about interaction but maybe it's all about caving in, retreating, conflict avoidance.. solitude, ultimately. lonely existence indeed.

similarly as in real life, i have no idea what to do online these days.

it's me, i don't radiate positivity or if i do, everyone takes me for a fool. the things one is allowed or supposed to radiate i simply don't, i reckon. everyone just wants to take their load off on me..yet i remain unburdened. it's a miracle im even alive!

maybe i just don't like positive people.

idk everyone goes with negativity first towards me and i never overcome it.

it's too late to be useful now, i guess.

can't even vent.

1950 something