pup

fuckkk theyre burying me at makeout creek tmr

too scary to kms so i just mutilate my body and mind like thats any better

gulp.

my spirit is a burden to my flesh

my spirit is a burden to my body

i cant front evb needs to die right now.

if i didnt fw my name i would actually be cooked when i transitioned 😭 i couldnt picture myself wit a different name

oh ok lol.

being trans on dating apps is like a humiliation ritual everytime. why are u only showing me straight girls who i KNOW dont want a transman??

what i want is deeper than just masochism bruh i want to be abused and tortured.

my flesh is a prison and it screams for freedom

its comforting to stay in the same weight range no matter what but idk i wish i had proof of the struggle.

i fear i need the exact thing she doesnt want to be. because of fucking course

this is the first time ive actually looked at myself in the mirror. i dont recognize what i see. i dont like it either. its the first tike ive ever felt repulsed by my own self like that

i love relapsing.

how am i the most loved but least liked in the house. im tired.

im too pussy to kill myself

so embarrassing figuring out which methods of sh i dont like at this big ass age. “oh im 19 and just discovered i dont like being burned with lighters” ofc not fucking dumbass

i wonder how i would sound if she cut into me for hours on end

a puppy, kitten and bunny walk into a discord server