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your hands on my insides , your fingertips crawling

@corsetcrushed nene :( i love you sm

@dvmbun i adore u so much i wish the absolute best for u i want u to be da happiest bun ever in the world 🫂

im thinking of leaving this account behind so i can focus on not relapsing anymore i guess lol i kinda wwnt to be happy and clean again

@mizombs i love you sm mizo :(

@dvmbun i’m so so proud of you bun i really hope the best for you 🫂 i’m always here for you on discord if you ever need anything or just want to talk. i’ll miss you bun bun but im so happy for you :)

@moawdeficit (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) ur so sweet

@dvmbun I think this is a good idea and ik its scary but try talking to someone that can help/ be supportive! Best of luck pook

goodnight

i know what caused this spiral and im trying to find peace within myself but its rlly hard lol especially when no one knows ur struggling , it can be really isolating. i think im just going to stay home tmr until work and just be with myself

i was for so long and then it all went downhill so fast and idk what happened to me. i feel like ive lost myself and i dont really know what i am anymore. i can only see the bugs under my skin and it makes me really anxious cus i dont want angone else to see

and my mom doesnt want me to sleep w her wnymore so ;/

ive started lettjng my dog sleep in my bed cus i have panic attacks if im alone

i wish my mom aborted me

im ok now guys yay i feel better i #lovecutting

my ears are ringing

deepr? deepr? deeper? deeper?

i dint feel real and the pain isnt helpj g anymkr

i can see them wiggling ew

the maggots r satisfied wjth their oxygen yayyyy

i do bad things all the time

ok tonight i take a beautiful bottle of tylenol and cut my pathetic body ^_^

the bugs