lookign back to when i was like a week free from binging and purging for the first time in 5 years but it was lowkey only because i was drinking alcohol Everydsy😂😂😂😂😂😂
its to the point where whenever i drink i accidentally end up drinking until i pass out because im constsntly hoping that if i drink enough ill be able to reach that certain state of high again that drinking used to bring me