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Stressed, depressed, and recently developed a porn addiction. Made an anonymous account to vent, and browse. Introverted.

@1sdaisuki NDA is crazy. We'll be waiting.

@eepyinsomnia i will tell some stuff soon maybe but the big stuff will have to wait for my nda to expire 😭

the amount of lore i have is genuinely insane, you guys would not believe me but unfortunately i legally cannot talk about half of it. 😭

Aw, there's even captions. Very nice.

Aight, that's enough depression and bottled up emotions. Back to self-regulating. "It is, what it is."

I've always been trying to prove to myself and others that I'm 'genuine' throughout all my efforts. I overcompensate. I overthink constantly. I make impossible standards for myself and expect myself to adhere to them, even if I know I'm inexperienced and can't accomplish it.

. I just realized. I have imposter's syndrome.

What frustrates me the most, is that my social anxiety disappears and I'm a normal functioning human being when under the influence. So perhaps, I should just find an Asian therapist, and be put on some anxiety medication. It's a start.

Or. One of us does a favor, to put one of us out of our misery. I've had one therapist. A kind, Caucasian, white woman. She doesn't understand the social dynamics of being raised in an Asian household. Her advice, was appreciated, but it can't be applied, and unrealistic.

Even if I am anonymous, I still get social anxiety. I'm an INTP, but still an INFP at heart.

@1sdaisuki Music and mental health walk? Or just a normal walk lmao?

:)

@zcyh02 Dirty talk seems universal even between translation so it'll be interesting to see when something can't be captured clearly in English. If it's grammar, it's freely offered again, but your pronunciation has been really good. Good luck!

@eepyinsomnia Both are Good Options, because sometimes I may chat with somebody, which may also help me to get some new idea.

不得不说自己想到了一个很涩的dirty talk “你知道吗，小穴每一次的夹紧，都能更清晰的感受肉棒呢” “所以啊，怎么会有人这么淫荡，这么主动想要变成我的形状呀” （贴近想要扭头逃跑的耳垂，轻轻咬住吮吸）

@zcyh02 I don't know what more is, but my condolences.

@eepyinsomnia Yep, sometimes they do that, sometimes even more.

在考虑出个类似上次英文或者中文或者什么的那种短一点小语音？

@zcyh02 Actively seeking your dm's and sending 🐔?

@eepyinsomnia It's okay if they just Like that video and follow me. Well, but sometimes some of them want to do more.