ellie

unpinning at 99lbs ✨ (giving myself max 3 mos for this or else im gonna jump off)

getting caught weighing yourself is a humiliation ritual #edtwt #edrtwt #ricecaketwt

thinking suicide is selfish IS selfish

TENGO QUE BAJAR 20 KILOS PARA YA

Muscle gain taking 12 months to notice and fat gain taking 3 days is a terrible design flaw in human.

whoever said sleeping will make u feel better is lying. slept shitty, woke up shittier and now i feel paralyzed and cant go to work

i wish i could shoot myself and see the aftermath

I'm so jealous of naturally skinny people

i feel so dirty after eating it’s horrible

you would think the way i struggle with food i would be skinnier than i am

i hate being short because wdym my goal weight is 35kg

hate how other ppl are just naturally skinny while i have to starve myself to death just to be skinny. what did i do wrong for this to be my life

FUCK I HATE THIS SOMEONE WILL ALWYAS BE SKINNIER THAN ME I WANNAKMS

what did I do wrong in my past life … why is this NOT me ??

@lattesjournal genuinely it sucks sm i wanna be as small as possible so i physically cant look fat from any angle

Literally my dream

7 am bodycheck!!! #edrtwt #bodycheck

weight loss being like rhe only thing that really makes me happy is soooo depressing lol

being short means reaching 20,000 steps and only burning 300 calories