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I always confuse the bands cigarettes after sex and TV girl I think cause TV girl has a song called cigs out the window lol and I only know a handful of songs from either of them but it always takes me a second to remember which is which

Drinking again which is crazy cause I swear I hate it but I had a hard day I guess, that’s my excuse at least. Both my body and mind are so fucked up i had a crisis a few days ago and the feelings haven’t subsided, I need help. I need help please

@counting_cals I’m sorry what 😭

my friend's dad asked me the other day if I'd lost weight 😌

Music and art in general is what keeps me alive and feeling like a person

@clavicular777 There’s no way? I mean I’ve binged before but Is this bloating actually possible when you were very lean just two days before?

this is your sign to not binge

Rediscovering the same music you liked as a teenager and it’s still soooo good. It’s the little things

I bought groceries three days ago then proceeded to not eat a single thing since then I actually was surprised to see them cause I forgot I even did that

It kills me sm how young people say gang and twin 💀 one of those teachers who make tiktok content someone made a rude comment and another person said sm like no need to be rude twin 🥀 lmfao for some reason that just cracks me up

Yesterday was the first day I went without a drink in about five weeks, everyone clap, clap if you care

I was sooo fckng sick when my tumblr got deleted I had so much good shit on there I was actually grieving my blog I had it for years and years and out of nowhere it got terminated man I will never recover

It is so fucking crazy that it’s even legal to pay people SEVEN Dollars an hour. This country is so fucked I remember my first job at a fast food place a meal was $6.36 that same meal is over $10 now and the pay is exactly the same! What the fuck? Like seriously what the fuck

Hahaha I was fed up I had to let him know

Quit my job yesterday lmfao I said give me 5 minutes I’ll be right back. And left never to be seen again 💀

I’m really really struggling

I can’t believe i went out into the world and became a drug addict It could have all been so simple

This sounds fcked up but The way normal ppl talk about food.. at work I hear well I’ll get this just to put some food on my stomach.. you’re not gonna die w/o one meal esp if yr not even hungry + alr ate ik it’s insane but it annoys me I’m just hungry and bitter Im such a bitch

@gnarlywitchh She is sooo damn beautiful and radiant I love and misss her sm such a sweet and humble seeming woman just beautiful The group is incomplete w/o her for sure

@fuglyfr Aw thank youI appreciate that. And Yes! For s.ure. This account is basically my digital diary now. It helps a lot! Haha

@fuglyfr No definitely. It’s kind of depressing actually. That people could even be capable of actively harming someone they “love”. Cause same here I could never ever be careless or intentionally cruel to someone I claim to love. I get it . I know you will get through this I really do

I blacked out for a second yesterday? Or the day before yesterday? Like fainted for a second but onlyfor a second And fuxked my shoulder so bad and I have a half sleeve and the skin like. Is gone? Like I scraped my skin and it’s just raw rn I’m most concerned about my tattoo lol