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i hate anything that reminds me of my old self i just want to tear my entire room apart its like no matter how much i throw out its not enough i cant stand it

every time i see a fat / chubby guy i just assume they lack self discipline

so are we going to talk about the constant negging and criticism you receive from your parents about your weight when you start losing it

tomorrow is the start of my last semester of undergrad </3

@MagentaHoney i feel the same way like i get along with a lot of ppl but it just never goes anywhere

Sometimes I do wish I had friends in my real life. I genuinely feel like I don’t see or understand what’s wrong with me lol I try to be nice to everyone and I think I’m at best pretty average looking. Idk but I’m questioning a lot about things never never bothered me before

i need to be her

@cocyskx i know 😭 i just like to pretend i can

@engdrkgirl u can't do anything babes. it'll only work if he wants to change, even then it's hella hard

is it bad that i think i can change this guy who used to have drug addiction..... like boarding school rehab level

obsessed with esther yu outfits in speed and love

dealing with ed in your teenage years vs early twenties is a whole different experience and shift

i’ve grown more miserable trying to handle my finances in uni than my ed atp

the way i started getting more attention when i turned into being basic

im so terrified ill grow to be one of those miserable middle aged women who is full of envy and insecurity when i see young women

cheating on a man who deserves it is one of the best thrilling experiences in life

@MagentaHoney help that acc needs help

its actually insane how many old men are still attracted to young girls like even tho some dont activity seek them you can see it in their eyes and behaviors like gtfo and get a women your own age

i cant with edtwt anymore like wtf even it’s so insane how i’ve been following for years

i dont think ive felt this insecure for this long wth is happening to me