hopeless escapist

now i feel truly hopeless... and really need a break.

i'll let my lovely followers bury me ^^

if i die here right now, i realize that i won't even be buried the way I'd like to be. no one of my relatives would care enough to listen to me and do what i say. so maybe it's better to be burned after all

@DNecrum lmaoooooo

@escapistVT Because Humanity put to many skillpoints into other things and just smashed "random" in the character creation.

if it's our so-called "purpose" to have kids then why tf do animal babies look much cuter than human ones

@BlyatCheater i was about to say it but didn't want to offend anyone hahshsh but yeah man true... 🥲

@escapistVT on godddd thats why i been sayin, human babies look disgusting

@Porqtoaq no, i love u ^^

@escapistVT Even me? 💔🥺🥀

i have two moods: 1) i love everyone 2) i hate everyone

@HikariiFloofiee 😭😭😭

@escapistVT Getting hurt is like tuesday for me hehe

what if i just... don’t build walls around myself this time and... simply accept the risk of getting hurt again? what if... i deserve to be fine...

i miss streaming already ngl

@Kinngframe28 better drawing it than actually doing, right? riiiight?

@escapistVT At least you're not keeping everything inside. That's smth too

dang forgot the ketchup on the axe. let's say i licked it off with a victorious and crazy expression

now hunger makes me go to bed earlier everyday... maybe i could fix my sleep schedule like this? nice perks!

@tureyellowe073 i will, dw ^^

@escapistVT HEY! Don't forget to burn the evidence

i keep venting my feelings in simple pics, im sorry...

@That_iUnknow masochist

@escapistVT Hmm... I can volunteer.

can i get a person who i could dm about any bullshit i have in my head every minute without being judged or called annoying thank u ^^

goodnight peeps ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 i love everyone who's still with me im still alive thanks to you

@BlyatCheater yeah, thats true... imagine playing osu and crying tho, so pathetic lol

@escapistVT time heals all wounds, it's all a process that you need to work through

im not trusting anyone anymore anytime soon 💀🥀