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⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⌗ suzu lee, ⠀ ⠀ twist your blade, not your words. ⠀

drinking iced matcha latte at 9pm was not a good idea. i'm so wide awake despite being super exhausted. and bored as hell.

/ temp dnf until i have the time to create a carrd. please do not follow if you are not at least 21 and above. i'm okay for light nsfw, but any overly nsfw accounts will be removed. should there be any nsfw interactions, my muse will interact with 25 and above only. thanks.

@etresensible lets be penpals then :D

i miss writing letters. i miss feeling vulnerable.

ᅠ #⃝INTERACTION_CALL ۪🌸

@moonspins i'll come over with snacks AND give your cats kisses until they get sick of me too. :p oh! i will look that up and i'll consider on watching it, i trust your taste!

@etresensible i gave them so many until they got sick of me, hehe. let’s get together soon! i would have to say ‘because this is my first life’, i loved it.

⌗ ⠀⠀⠀friday, may 1st .ᐟ

@amourespite oh wow.. the control you have on your emotions.. i applaud you for that. that's strong, noa. to arrange time for crying, at least to me. 😭

@etresensible i tend to feel them coming at the most random moments too and those moments are often not ideal at all so i put myself on autopilot and save the waterworks for later! i write down what i was sad about and if i still feel the same coming back to it, then i have my crying sesh...

may finally arrived. let's hope this month is much kinder than the last. anyone else keep track of their crying sessions or is that just me? (i lied i don't keep track of my cryings, but for coffees and movies instead.) anywho, happy new month y'all.

perhaps i'm a firm believer of "if it's meant for you, it will find a way to stay in your life". so, rather than waiting around, if they want me, they'll come to me instead! i'm off to better things now. or at least, i try to do so. i do think about giving in to it sometimes...

you could call it my last act of love, if you will. or maybe there's still a glimmer of hope in me that wants us to rekindle. however, these days i find myself incapable of doing that anymore. not sure if i've "found my worth", but i just can't be bothered.

a little embarrassing to share this but... back then, i used to write closure letters to people i couldn't give to or receive from. be it digital or physical; i just had to get my feelings out there for them, despite them still being in the dark about it.

@seasversed will whisper it in our dm... 🙂‍↕️

@etresensible username, please. 🤲

thank the heavens it's finally saturday. it's been such an awful week for me. what are you doing for the weekend, folks? anything fun happening for you all?

@dulcetcoeur eriberry the nation's darling, i wish your days shine brighter than before! 🤍

@etresensible HAPPY MAY TO YOU, DEAREST SUZU!! i hope this month will be filled with less tears and more love and laughter for you, sweetheart! ♡(੭´͈ ᐜ `͈)੭

@moonspins please give your cats lovely kisses for me. i'll be out and about on saturday, then it's a day full of rest for me on sunday. what's the most interesting show you've seen so far this year?

happy friday and happy first of may, friends ♡ what are your weekend plans? i’m going to be cozied up with my cats and spend my first weekend off binging the shows you all recommended.

@amourespite scheduling them is so interesting.. care to tell me how to do that? 👂 i've been bursting out on random tuesdays instead. i will definitely take note of that, noa. you too, alright.

@etresensible happy may 1st, suzu-chan! and oh, i don't exactly keep track of my crying sessions but i do tend to somewhat... schedule them. it just happens! but i hope the new month treats you gently, and that you remember to be just as gentle with yourself too. take care, my pretty friend!

@bfskinnr happy birthday, cutest and sweetest honey. 🤍

good morning & happy honey day to those who celebrate! (me!!!!) pls come find me for ur slice of cake :DD