evia ☆

my ED broke all my relationships with my loved ones, recovery mended them back, it gave me back everything that an0rexia stole from me: my friends, my family, my hobbies,MY PEACE, MY LIFE❤️‍🩹 finally living without food controlling me is everything 🥲i wish that for all of u bffs

also STILL losing btw

how i feel knowing i got to my lw currently bmi 16 in the hospital about to get admitted from an intake of 1000-1300 cals 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

@ToBeD4inty LITERALLY i feel like i’ve been bmi 16 for MONTHS

Losing from bmi23 to 18 was so fucking ez, I did that shit in a few months and then as SOON as I hot the 18’s my body was like, alright guys snail mode. And wl has been sooooo fucking slow ever since

@kitowinback NOT EVEN 200. I BURN 190 FOR 10K STEPS life is unfairrrr

@annbmbi 5 ritz is 80 cal are u sure its 160?

heres my very depressing 160cal dinner 😍

@skinnlheart You’re beautiful

girls when they choose recovery

@coldbbycae what are the meatball looking things? i’d love to try

dinner but didn’t eat the pasta so its 345cal

@lavenderkcals i need a ninja creami i’m so jealous

ice cream and chips but make it low cal and high protein

@lavenderkcals “ how do u eat 1300 cals … or am i too disordered? “ idk bitch maybe i get off my ass and work out? is that so crazy?

some people need to shut up about X amount of calories being “too much” because they maintain on that. it’s not our fault you have the tdee of a gnome

proud meal repeater!!

daily reminder to stop inflicting your insecurities on others

@Lylylimia “ omg tips? “ “ bod goals “ “ i want this “ “ sexy 😍” “ sickspo >~<“ “ hospital spo!!” “ deathspo!” no one gaf bye

Bro oh my god I hate when someone posts a body check and there’s like 7 comments that say “thinspo” or something NO ONE ASKED

kept eating it and i change my mind its prob one of my new fav flavors macros r good 210 cals and 20g protein literally bust

New flavor of quest bars sundae funday 8/10 soft and tastes way better than i expected

@BCalifornicus @CotCotxx ur bmi 25 ur maintenance is not below 1200 and is probably closer to 2000 😭😭😭

@CotCotxx Thank you this makes me feel valid I’d have to consume less than 1.2k to lose

Wait 1,200 is disordered? I thought this was a good amount of calories?

@Lylylimia love papa

@eviaisdead Papa John

@caloric1de concerned people congratulating me indicates I either look a healthy weight or they want to look like me which would make me feel like shit

@adrianor3xia both!!! combo 😋😋

@Doll_Hara yes. my friends and i door dashed chick fil a to school and i purged it all in the bathroom luckily no one walked in i was too locked in to gaf