evin

i’m indeed a bit toxic. i can pretend that i really like you or even more i love you. but dude sorry to say this but i won’t love you. plis deh aq gmau wisata masa lalu. in the end u’ll be exactly just like him. u’ll ignore me and finally lost interest in me

tell me pretty lies. just tell me that everything is fine rn

oh shit what should i do

—dia sempat bilang, “ka nmau jadi sama dengan dilan”. kt haga heran “karna?”. dia balas “dilan mo putus. kalo ka nmau putus”. dan pada 2020 trg pun putus. wkwkw ketawa lu bangsat

dilan 1990 belum kenal dilan 1991 nonton sama-sama milea: suara dari dilan torang the end. sempat teringat dia bilang waktu di bioskop, “dengar-dengar milea m tayang 2020”. kt jawab “trg b uni sama-sama ne”. dia bapikir lama dan akhirnya bilang io. juga janji kelingking—

semua tentang dilan memang memuat banyak kenangan. dia bukan dilan, lebih spesial dari dilan. lebih spesial juga dari martabak kencana cokelat keju

yg satu bnya balarang. the other one bnya mau. sisanya bnya bacot. wth how can i be snoopy/pluto for just a fucking day?

everything literally stresses me out

km mana tau aku jadi se-trauma ini. kata akun tiktok yang lewat di fyp

aduh monmaap rupa s toxic tu tweet tdi. biarjo e nd ad kwa yg m baca

pft kluar” pi bjlg+bblanja blh. bayar utang? tentu saja tunda trus. miris.

cuih

when imagine dragons said, “Don't get too close It's dark inside” yeh i trully feel it

kt suka suatu hari nnti dia bchat p kt ulg. kg kt slow respon skali. kalo dia tnya “xaviera kyp so slowrespon? nda rupa dulu”. kg kt bls “lah kan i got it from you”. BEH MMG KWA. im not telling you that i havent moved on. dude i shall take my revenge😉

sinting

everything is just so complicated. can somebody listen to me for a moment?

jlep

dimalam yg indah ini i just wanna say if im not a priority ima make you an option. like…kemon bitjh note that i can leave u whenever i want ;)

hey! it’s been a while.

@toperfornow ouch

I don't know who need to hear this but you're strong,you're beautiful,you're worthy,your existence matter and I love you. Thanks for existing,im proud of you.