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I would like to start my last post about this matter by sharing Marissa's (his ex) TwitLonger with everyone who is unaware of it's existence. This happened 4 years ago in 2020, where she shares her story of being abused by @Zaeliaa , in which there are many instances of the same behavior he had towards me. Please read it first before continuing to read the rest of this post.
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She reached out to me to show support and the fact that she'd been through the same struggles with him.
Now i'd like to address some of the main points people from the community brought up in response to my statement. one of which was why i didn't bring this up sooner? why am i "airing my dirty laundry on twitter"?
Why i didn't bring it up sooner? There's multiple reasons as to why, i didn't bring it up sooner, because i felt how he wanted me to feel, irrelevant and small in comparison to him. he's well known, respected and cherished in the community for being one of the best healers in @Warcraft , I as many people put it in the comments am a girl(they didn't put it so nicely) who plays the game and nobody knows about, except for being his girlfriend. I was rightfully afraid of his fans sticking by him.
We had many fights during our relationship which got pretty nasty, and things were said that i have now just healed from, like how he made me feel worthless because i didn't have a job on numerous occasions, talking down to me to assert his superiority over me, just as he did with Marissa years before me. It might not seem like the craziest thing written on a twitter post, but hearing things like that over and over from someone you love and who claims to love you has long lasting effects on mental health, confidence and feeling of self-worth.
Another reason why i did not come out with my story, is because when i initially brought this up with @EchoGuild 's HR, @JeathWoW asked him to screenshot our conversations as proof of his side(which is fair). But instead of only doing that, he screenshotted contents of our snapchat. Which ONLY contained sexual texts and explicit pictures of us. It obviously terrified me, all i was thinking about was the possibility of revenge porn about me being leaked online, i truly believed he'd used those texts and pictures that we shared in contexts of a relationship against me, just to get me to back off.
This has been in the back of my mind every step of me trying to convince myself that it's the right thing to come forward. But i did because a normal person does not threaten their own girlfriend with the possibility of leaking their nudes, following it up with the words "Last chance" on discord. (i'll post a screenshot of me letting Jeath know the moment it happened below)
As to why i'm bringing this up on twitter when it's a personal matter.
I didn't want there to be a next Marissa and another Felly, if my words now do anything to shed light on the abusive behaviors of people like him, who are worshiped for their skills in the game and attract females easily, then i'm happy that i did. Even though i was called crazy and a whore for it, just because his version of the story made me look like a master manipulator who somehow convinced him to stay in the relationship for 2 whole years.
I'm no longer afraid of him and he holds no power over me, I'm not defined by him and neither is Marissa.
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