⟡ Finny McFreak ⟡ 💗⭐️ Vtuber & Editor!

HEY YOU! 🫵🤓 My name is Finny McFreak and I am a ✨whimsical✨ vtuber who makes variety content on YouTube and Twitch and I am also an editor who likes to help out other content creators! ❤️ @vtuberfinny" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">youtube.com/@vtuberfinny 💜 twitch.tv/finnythevtuber

@LievVT Yeah that is very true! x.com/readswithravi/…

@finnyvtuber We all got our own struggles after all, and our dark moments It's those who hide it and don't try to do better, or cross lines that go beyond repair that should face consequence too

Yk, so many people being revealed as sex offenders lately and having criminal histories makes me think we should all be more open and honest with the shit we do. And I'm too honest a person to keep quiet, I need my community to know who they follow I personally have never been arrested nor do I have a criminal record, even less sex related because I'm asexual. But as a minor I did have a lot of personal issues that made me do things I deeply regret to this day and affect my personal relationships now Ever since I was born I've had death surrounding me, and I witnessed a murder in my own family with my own eyes when I was 3. I experienced 3 deaths at that early age. This made me have very complex thoughts about life, death and relationships. I was also abused by my father, he beat me up once so badly I lost sight in one eye and I was manipulated into believing nobody loved me, and the things he did were what I deserved. I was also often locked in a dirty room where there were roaches and now I have a phobia. So I've always had a flawed view on connection and behaviour, as well as on myself I was more violent when I was younger, still have my moments, but I do my best to contain it and I've never actually harmed anybody aside from one case when I was 10 years old and I tried strangling my little brother, and also attempted to kill my father around the same age but I was too scared. I also stole and caused trouble between people on purpose so they'd fight, I still don't know why I did that it just felt good As a teenager I became more bitter about everything and got ingrained deep in my brain I'm just not a good person. I had a moment when I just accepted it, and I was treated by everyone around me like it. So I thought "Fuck it" and just did what I thought was in my nature. Again, I've never physically harmed anybody, I prefered punching things or myself, because I just don't want to be violent, tho I did get into fights I behaved like nobody mattered, never cared for the things I said or if it hurt anybody. I got into fights, I skipped school, went out at night with a group of other teens like me. But most we did was graffiti, smoke pot (which I didn't do because I don't like it), break some stuff or burn stuff (never private properties or anything big). I just felt unimportant and like I was never meant to exist, or like love and good things were just never meant for me. I was betrayed multiple times and abandoned for being "a bad person". I felt misunderstood and I kept experiencing more death of those I loved like my cat too which was at the time the only creature who I felt cared And then I met someone who looked at me different, who made me think I may not be so bad and was patient. Never treated me like I was a jerk, and just saw the good even when I was an ass. And for a little moment in my life I thought maybe there was a chance for me, to have something good. But I lost that person too, life took that away I ended up in a psych ward later because I just became dangerous to myself and others. In there I had an experience that relaxed me in a way, made me open my mind a bit and ever since then I've been trying to work on myself and get better. I also started having a deeper friendship with who became my best friend (and who left me recently), but at the time he was the only one who unserstood, and I felt like I had at least one person and that was enough Now I'm just a person with no spark. Trying to be better but with no strength. I still feel like I'm not a good person, like I don't deserve anything good, for one reason or another. Cause even when I try I just fail. And I don't want to hurt those I care for, so I either stay away or avoid making new connections. I act harsh, and I may not be a good friend at times. I feel cursed That's why I made my character the way it is. I feel like I'm no good, but I want to be good. I was just made into what I am and it's hard to undo it

@LievVT I can relate to all of this and the pain behind it in my own way which is why I made a post like that myself not too long ago so it's a comforting feeling to know that I am not the only one!

@finnyvtuber Thank you, I think I just got tired of trying to fix it all on my own and keeping it to myself like the whole world is against me. It's more fair this away, for everybody

OH MY GOSH! 💥 [FREE Editor post!] Thank you so much everyone! I am really happy that so many of you are willing to give me a chance as an editor and I would love to help ALL of you if I can! I'll have to make some kind of plan and I'll update you as soon as possible! ❤️

there are so many of you guys?! hello!! 💗🤓 Thank you so much for being interested in working with me that makes me so happy! I want to help EVERYONE but of course that's not easy to do... I'll reply when I can so please don't worry because I am not trying to ignore anyone!

⭐️FREE Editor/VOD scrubbing/+more!⭐️ ⚠️ Interest check! are there any vtubers/content creators who are looking for an editor(+)/helper to work with? I really enjoy helping others and I would love to build up my portfolio and my skills a bit more! 💗

@RyythmVT That sounds amazing! I would love to check out one of your streams while you are live! Do you have a stream schedule?

@finnyvtuber Im honestly furthest you get from cozy hehe most of my streams are very chaotic!! I do a lot of collabs aswell with friends ( ≧∀≦)ノ for games I play mostly minecraft yes but I also like to try out a bunch of indie games~

@Trigonom3tric @pipkinpippa That's so cool! I hope you make lots of nice, warm and fun memories! ⭐️✨

It was great meeting you at CarrierCon @pipkinpippa Here's the trailer I was telling you about. Thanks for inspiring me to move into an RV full time. Having everything you need in a box you can take anywhere really is the best way to live.

honestly I am not upset about this at all since reaching 500-1K views is already amazing but I know a lot of content creators care a lot about these kind of things so this is supposed to be a reminder that it's okay! don't stress too much and be happy about the small wins! ⭐️✨

same clip and the views on different apps! ⭐️16k - 2k⭐️ (YouTube - Instagram) BOTH of these clips did well for a small content creator but I just want to remind people that it's not always your "fault" or because your content isn't good enough. You got this! ❤️✨

@RyythmVT Thank you for being interested Ryythm! I checked out a bit of your content and you seem like a fun content creator! 😊👍⭐️✨ Are you niched in Minecraft and cozy streams? I usually focus on very funny vods like for example collabs, silly demos, etc!

@finnyvtuber I would love a VOD scrubber honestly! I make consistent content and need help getting my foot into other shorts-platforms so this would help a lot 🥹❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

basically the hottest thing u can do is be kind

@JackMorgan_PI Tell me what you need help with on discord my silly friend! 🌷✨

@finnyvtuber me me me

@CherrikkoVtuber You got this! ⭐️✨

i truly hope one day i can attend conventions & vtuber events 🥹 i’ve been through a lot of trauma with busy places and loud noises, so i tend to stay in my house and keep to myself… but i do dream of being brave enough to one day see everyone!

@TheAJSenpai your name says "hiatus"- do you plan on making content again soon? 😊 when I do vod scrubbing I mainly focus on the funny vods where even the first hour can already have a bunch of clips because it is easier than a cozy 6 hour gameplay/just chatting stream! 🤓

@finnyvtuber HONESTLYYYYY I WOULDNT mind having a scrubber !!! MAYBE another short form editor in the future, but for now my focus is getting content from my vods!

@JackMorgan_PI Thank you so much Jack! 💗✨

My buddy Finny is underrated and you should all watch her

@Saru_Monsuki Hi Saru! Nice to meet you too! I hope you have an amazing weekend ~ ☀️🌷⭐️✨🙌😊

@finnyvtuber Hi there Finny Nice to meet you

HEY YOU! 🫵🤓 My name is Finny McFreak and I am a ✨whimsical✨ vtuber who makes variety content on YouTube and Twitch and I am also an editor who likes to help out other content creators! ❤️ @vtuberfinny" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener">youtube.com/@vtuberfinny 💜 twitch.tv/finnythevtuber

@EdenEclipseVT Thanks for being interested! You are still "pre-debut"- are you already making content consistently? as for vod scrubbing I mainly focus on funny content since (for example) watching a 6 hour just chatting vod is a bit more difficult than 1+ hour of lots of funny moments! 😊🤓

@finnyvtuber Hi! I’d definitely be interested. I’ve definitely been wanting and needing help with VOD scrubbing and short-form content 🥹 I burnout so quickly and I struggle to watch back my own content

@TheAJSenpai hi there! I am very open to considering whatever others need help with but my main focus is short form content (shorts, reels & tiktoks), 10-15 minute YouTube videos with at least "basic" editing, Thumbnails, vod scrubbing and editing for posts! 🤓👍

@finnyvtuber What kind of editing? Personally looking for a long form editor // VOD scrubber 😼 butttttt yeah prices right now are…. Yeah !

ps: I really do enjoy helping others - your size as a content creator doesn't matter to me and if anything I know what it's like to have big dreams but not enough money for all the plans which is why I always want to help (small) creators when I can!