lillie

the long silences in this conversation… please 😭 🍊 vernon dresses comfortably now, but during trainee days he’d always coordinate his outfit and dress up 🐶 he does it now too tho 🐻‍❄️ i still put in effort tho 🍊 when i see you in your own clothes during schedules i think “oh, it’s impressive [that he does that]” < silence > 🐶 (laughs) 🐻‍❄️ okay. now i understand how you feel about my clothes 🍊 i’m not saying it’s bad, i just mean that during schedules you could ask the stylist to give you clothes. but you must like feeling comfortable 🐶 you just think the clothes he wears are ugly 🍊 no, that’s not what i mean! i just want to see you wear different clothes, but you seem to wear the same ones during practice, the airport, and even during content filming 🐶 i think that’s his personality 🍊 yes, i envy that in a way. and vernon isn’t someone who can’t dress well, he knows how to dress well so [how he dresses] makes me think he’s really got it down to a science 🦌 what is he saying? 🐻‍❄️ (laughs) 🐶 you were kinda covering up [what you said], then you just ripped it open again! 🐻‍❄️ this made me realize, i need to go shower now. (grabs his shoes) 🍊 i mean he’s dressed well since before… 🐻‍❄️ ah, this was funny < silence > 🐻‍❄️ i had fun. i’m leaving now 🐶 if you leave now, they’ll think you’re upset 🐻‍❄️ oh, i’m not! 🍊 vernon really doesn’t mind 🐻‍❄️ if it looks that way, i’ll stay longer 🦌 it really did look that way! 🐻‍❄️ (laughs) no, it’s just because we’ve been doing this for over 30 minutes!

seungkwan showing the scar on his thigh

260521 jay wv dm 🐈‍⬛: “aku tuh, bahkan waktu lg capek dan kelelahan pun, biasanya tetap trs melakukan sesuatu sambil ngegas pakai passion tinggi… jd paling cuma blg, “ah akhir2 ini agak capek ya,” lalu lanjut lg.” 🐈‍⬛: “y/n kamu juga coba pikirin baik2 kalau lg merasa capek/berat.” 🐈‍⬛: “coba tanya ke diri sendiri: ‘ini aku capeknya karena badan atau karena hati/pikiran?’” 🐈‍⬛: “kalau yg capek itu badanmu, coba kyk aku, nikmati hal lain dengan santai trs biarkan rasa capeknya terlupakan pelan2.” 🐈‍⬛: “dan kalau yang capek itu hatimu/pikiranmu, kasih tau aku kpn aja ya.” JAY NANGIS BGT AKU TUH YAALLAH MINDSETMU 😭😩🫶🏻