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i want to kill myself just to be able to not feel this guilty over someone else’s decisions

i fantasize about people trying to help me and being concerned but i dont actually want to get better. sorry if that makes me a bad person

How it feels posting on #edrtwt without a thousand mutuals and bmi of -11

I wish i could die for a day so i can see everyone’s reactions

watching someone lose interest in talking to u in real time has to be some type of humiliation ritual

i told myself i was not gonna spend another birthday sick, whole thing went downhill and tomorrow is another year feeling bad and not enough anything

No matter what i do i feel like a larp

my mom saying that i look like her when she was my age acting like she’s not as disordered as i am

I feel like nobody likes me nobody wants to talk to me i talk weird i understand why they wouldnt want to but it still hurts

me i can’t wait to get walking pad im gonna lock in sooooo good

nothing would heal me more than being skinny and having someone send me money just because so i can buy cute stuff

is it normal to feel like everyone’s faking and secretly hates u or is it the disorder

I love when my Friends say they notice that im losing weight ,but when its my PARENTS?Nuh uh please do not look at me for longer than 1second

tomorrow is my birthday if i don’t wake up looking good and skinny enough im genuinely gonna die

cleaning the house and everybody’s room is genuinely the biggest work out i have ever done, im sweating so bad

got my blood taken today after almost a week of fasting, i genuinely hope everything i need to be fine stays like that cause im not going through the same talk of “we’ll get you a therapist and everything will be fine” with my parents again

when someone opens my gallery but it's full of bodychecks, nutrition labels and toxic motivation

How 2 Not be an asshole to ur (potentially disordered) friends do NOT do: 1) “i didnt eat anything all day just a coffee” 2) “omg i havent had [carb] in soo long i wish i cld eat some without getting fat” 3) “everyones getting thin but me im so fat i need to start dieting again”

imagine being so annoying u talk to urself in ur head & start explaining to urself what u meant after saying something. like bro i know i am literally you ??

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