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How it feels being on edtwt and not having a low bmi or ana

03/26 cals ate today: 537 :/ cal burned: almost none skipped gym !! starting 16-20 hr fast!! the eating guilt is killing me but i’ve been struggling to purge lately so i feel stuck

gonna do a 16hr. fast tonight since i didnt hit thr gym :(

dinner..same as yesterday but with half of a half of an avacado. 477 cal!

@catburglarkota YES PLASE

would you guys be interested in a thread about how i went from 170 lbs (77 kg) to 138 lbs (62 kg) in less than 3 months??? 😏😏😏

being neurodivergent and having a ed means my hyperfixation is my ed and my weight how are you even supposed to escape this

bf said ill never be skinny as a joke and now i wanna kms

@st4rvingpeach its the worst ever but its such a nasty habit

omg guys please DO NOT let your body learn how to purge handsfree

@njzriana you need to eat 3500+ ABOVE your daily maintenance in one sitting to gain 1lb / 05kg so no, 1115 cal is still low!

im at 715 cals for the day but im craving a 400 cal tiramisu so bad would 1115 calories mess up my progress (im trying to stay under 1000 for my gw)

@jennavir3 invest in lesser evil popcorn its so good and its low cal

idk if I'll have another snack, but if I do, what should I have?

@viol4v3ile weight loss is 85% of what you eat! by eating healthy and having a normal calorie intake, focusing on protein, fiber, and vitamins, you’ll see a difference. slowly but surely anything is possible 🫶

@flyuptomars honestly i just struggle with any exercise T-T i cannot even do like a 10s plank and i didn’t mean the steps thing in the gym! but most people i’ve seen either workout or if they don’t they get a lot of steps,, i was just saying that i don’t get any form of activity :(

today i plan on hitting 75 min of cardio and then some legs bc i want cute tones thighs and a flat stomach …so excited

i started to get so disgusted with myself i relapsed on bulimia, got worst when i read my bfs old messages abt me to my ex bsf (in 2023) calling me all sorts of names under the book, even comparing me to morbidly obese people

i grew up fat and have never been skinny ever! i would cry and binge when getting bullied to the point my mom forced me to take weight loss pills from amazon . i was STILL binging.

@viol4v3ile its bc i dont reallyyyy focus on steps. i focus on burning fat, and sweating the water weight out. there have been so many times ive gone to the gym for 3+ hours and didnt reach 10k steps. i also do alot of different exercises that burn calories like squad to grow my glutes, ect

@flyuptomars i need just even a tenth of your discipline/motivation T-T i haven’t done a single workout since like 2 years ago and my steps went from 16-20k to about 4k max

@nihildoll omg! is it worth getting? my scale is kinda ugly and ive been meaning to get a new one

@flyuptomars It's the app for my smart scales!

So surprised I didn't gain whilst at my bf's. Back to strict omad!

when I starve myself and work out just to have the most mid physique ever and not look disordered at all

the holy grail.

@mimiisyxx not even girl!!! your body is so tea i cant wait to reach your level

I’m so fat it’s genuinely pissing me off, how did i let myself get this big