early bday plans (cause my fuck ass manager won’t let me have my bday) are to book an airbnb by a nice park in the city and just enjoy my own company i think
being funny, honest, awkward, tired, messy, hyper, simply YOURSELF is not a proof of relapse and some people only know how to empathize with the "perfect victim" addiction is a disease and real life people deserve the same treatment and compassion you give to fictional characters
ppl will genuinely sit through euphoria and feel for rue or beautiful boy and feel for nic or requiem for a dream or a star is born and call it devastating but let a real person whos honest about recovery step outside and suddenly everything is a joke and "he must be using again"