a thousand tiny little bears

i went to give my cat a lil kiss on the forehead but completely misjudged how close he was so instead i just smacked the hell out of his face with my face. i regret nothing. just look at him. hamsome

i look forward to the day it’s my turn to have a partner who doesn’t completely ruin my nervous system

:b

why are you being so mean

@breez3h i just had the best idea for a head tattoo design for you omg ur gonna love it

so my hair has been progressively thinning and i think it’s time to go back to short hair. if i can’t treat the thinning and i have to go bald, i will 1000000% be committing to a full head tattoo. idc that my sleeve isnt even finished, i will not and cannot just be bald like that

@bereftoftitle aw i hurt ur feewings so bad u had to come back two hours later :( of course the first thing to come to your mind upon hearing that would be nazi imagery fuckin loser lmfao go back into your crevice

imagine being so disgustingly hateful to people you don’t know and don’t follow

the only thing from your mouth should be thank you

living his best sleepy little man life

@Tim_Kepple 100mg seems to be the sweet spot for me. anything more or less doesn’t work at all. 100mg works more often than not but sometimes i feel it kick in and my body still won’t shut off, it’s super weird

@foresthaven was 50 working? maybe they can lower it a bit

when i tell people i can’t sleep and they’re like have you tried a dark room :) with a fan on :) like ya the 100mg of seroquel i take for sleep doesn’t even work sometimes but i’m sure turning the lights off, something i definitely don’t already do every night, will fix it

it was like when you wake up from a short nap confused thinking it’s the next day but i really did sleep that long and it actually was the next day

one time after staying awake for two or three days against my will i slept for 24 hours straight. i woke up in the same position i fell asleep in. it was disorienting in a way i cannot put into words

@Hawkins_SB yeah like i know they mean well but i wouldn’t be complaining about sleep issues if a cold, dark room was all i needed

@foresthaven The amount of advice I get about my sleep issues, as if I’m not a functioning adult that is quite familiar with the condition I’ve lived with for over a decade

@Tim_Kepple i know, i don’t understand it either lmao

@foresthaven 100mg seroquel should absolutely be working wtf

@hobo_astronaut this is wild omfg it’s 80° where i’m at right now

happy march, i guess

@CalebBystrom a near impossible task i only succeed at MAYBE four times a month at absolute best

@foresthaven 8 hours AND uninterrupted is crazy

an angel gets its wings every time i manage to get eight uninterrupted hours of sleep

i’ve been a mild insomniac my whole life but it got very, very bad after my first covid infection in 2022 and it never really got better

it was like three years of complaining to doctors that i can’t sleep even when my wellbeing is good before someone took me seriously and diagnosed me with chronic insomnia instead of generalized anxiety. woman moment