Xavier

Everyday is a healing process for those heartbroken 🕺🕺🕺

idk how I can be so stupid to ruin it man. Idk why I am like this I hate it, hate it so much, I want us… it still hurts like a bitch. But 2-3 months I should be good hopefully😕 maybe more but yeah…

and idk if I can go back but I want to, but I would most likely still overthink 🥲. I’m really sorry for every problem I didn’t listen to you about and it’s really been hurting me mentally because I just see the paragraph in my dreams and you being mad at me yk

1/29 I’m having another episode which sucks rn I really do miss her I really do. I wish she would’ve let me fix a lot of stuff taht i did but my mind wouldn’t listen 😕 I blame myself for it. I ruined my chances of being with her forever. She was truly my best friend

1/28 ……. I’m not going to lie saying I’m okay, I’m not. I miss her hands on my cheek as we kiss I miss talking to her, I miss looking into her eyes.