intro
i tend to go by he pronouns‐i don’t associate with a gender
i cut myself‐if you’re triggered by my posts or behaviour , block don’t report
i have selective mutism, arfid, mdd, bpd, asd, all diagnosed
ndni just be considerate of others
i ’ll reply all chats , bmf !
flashback to 8th grade when our substitute teacher put on salad fingers ( & happy tree friends ) by request of a popular kid , who then proceeds to laugh at it
i think i was the only person in the room who actually watched it growing up
i regret every second that i avoided your eyes in my shyness
i ’d do anything to look into those big brown eyes one last time and feel at peace with you again
i ’m so used to sitting in my room with my own company , that when somebody makes me feel anger or my adrenaline rises , i reach for my blade .
i hate not being able to cut at any given point , and people wonder why i don ’t like going out