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no one: me, explaining my un:

#THANKYOUNCTMARK 🦊🐶🐻🐰🐱🐹❤️🐯

7dream really did sailed beautifully. thank you for the past 10 years ♡ @NCTsmtown_DREAM

칠드림 너를 기다리고있어.... 🥲

i am just glad we got 7dream back even for a while

260329 DREAM TEAM 🦊🐬🐹 Go! 지금이야 Let's go! 네 꿈을 Take it higher 저 하늘에 #런쥔 #RENJUN #仁俊 #ロンジュン #천러 #CHENLE #지성 #JISUNG #NCTDREAM #엔시티드림

i’ve said this before but mark’s reason, what he decided only has to make sense to him it is not his or anyone’s responsibility to make it make sense for us

mark you will always be loved

my youth filled with dream💚⭐️ #nctdream #7dream

and that is to say, dream genuinely do not owe anyone every inner workings of their own complex feelings, but they graciously let ppl in on it. i'll always be thankful

the last few days have been rlly a graceful exit for mark and a part of this is bc the other dreamies have been so transparent abt their own experience. everyone of them is so mature and not handling their audience with kid's glove/skirting around.

as soon as the article came out haechan messaged mark and told him that everyone knows that mark worked hard in his life in nct so now he can go live life with no regrets 🥹 he also said now he’s the only one doing 127 and dream alone he’s worried but with the strength he gained from promoting with mark he knows he’ll be able to walk alone

haechan also said he knows mark’s personality well and for mark to come to this decision, he knows how much he must have agonised, thought deeply and given himself stress about this, he also said it was a pity how this decision was conveyed to us, even during the concert it felt like there was nothing the members could do but just cry 😢😢

haechan’s exact message to mark hyung has worked so hard promoting as nct and everyone knows that, and that will become the fertilizer for mark’s future path, in the same way, everything mark has worked hard doing in nct will become a good fertilizer for nct’s path too so mark can live with no regrets and give his all

260404 #HAECHAN #해찬 instagram live 🐻: i think I’ve been spending my time thinking about what’s next. i have been resting, but I’ve also been taking vocal lessons, and i have been preparing for the next album comeback.. just constantly thinking about the future. because of that, i figured you might be worried, so i thought it’d be better to come and talk to you face-to-face like this. i also wanted to share some of my thoughts and feelings. first of all, thank you so much to everyone who’s been worried about me. it's been really been over 10 years, right? if i am being exact, since i was 14… it’s been more than 13 years now. so yeah, it’s been 13 years. during those 13 years with mark hyung, i relied on him so much. i learned so much from him. whenever i was shaken, he held me together. honestly, other than during concerts, i have almost never seen him cry but there were times he called me while crying. to me, he was more than just a member… he was truly like a real older brother. in his family, he’s the youngest, and I’m the oldest in mine, but to me, he was my hyung. really. more than any other “hyung,” he felt like a real one to me. so after spending 13 years together, i depended on him a lot. i think that’s why many of you are even more worried, because you know that too. thank you so, so much. as soon as the article came out, i sent Mark hyung a long message. i told him: everyone knows how hard he worked while living as part of nct. all of that will surely become meaningful steps on the path he’s going to walk. and at the same time, everything he’s done in nct will also become good steps for nct's future path. so i told him to work hard in a way that he won’t regret the choice he made. now that i am the only one doing two teams, of course i feel sad and worried too. but all the things i built up while working with him… how should i even describe it? the energy and strength I gained from being with him are still with me. so now, i have become someone who can walk forward even without him. of course, even if he hadn’t been there from the start, i might have still made it this far… but i don’t think that path would have been easy alone. still, because he was there, he gave me comfort, strength, and support. an all of that has built up into the strength that allows me to keep going now. that is something ireally wanted to tell all of you, that you don’t have to worry too much. mark hyung wasn’t my only pillar of support. i have the other members too, and i have czennies who support me. so i am not scared. i am not worried. i don’t know yet what choices or decisions i will make in the future, but no matter what, the 10 years i have walked and the many people who’ve been by my side will continue to be with me. so i am not afraid. and when it comes to Mark hyung’s decision… i know his personality well. i know he must have thought about it deeply. he probably went through a lot of stress and pain while making that choice. of course, we can’t say whether that decision was right or wrong… but i do feel a bit regretful about the way it was delivered to you all. i knew about it at the time too… but honestly, there was nothing the members could do. it was such a helpless moment, we really couldn’t do anything except feel frustrated and cry. that part is still really frustrating. but still, thank you all so much. and going forward… i hope you’ll continue to stay with us like you are now.

go now is the time, let’s go take your dream higher up to the sky

260327 #RENJUN #런쥔 #仁俊 #MARK #마크 #NCTDREAM

260329 🐯🦊 #런쥔 #RENJUN #마크 #MARK #NCTDREAM

saying all that with a smile on his face. pack it up folks our dreamies have grown up as we did, sharpened by time but still soft in the places where it matters. i admire their strength.

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"as for grief, you'll find it comes in waves... the waves never stop coming, and somehow you dont really want them to. but you learn that you'll survive them. and other waves will come and you'll survive them too. if you're lucky, you'll have lots of scars from lots of loves."