games&numbers

I never wanted to get better so urgently. He makes me want to spend all eternity with him - Healthy and mentally stable

wake & bake war eine phantastische Idee

Stomach cramps or hunger signals, I can't even tell anymore

girl dinner but it’s just cocktails and hexing everyone who has ever wronged us

plan for the next 24h: 1) get stoned so I can sleep despite stomach cramps 2) fasting at least 36h 3) gym, maybe a run I need to feel something other than guilt again

@foilfailures danke. Aber scheinbar scheint echt irgendwas nicht mit mir zu stimmen, warte immer noch drauf, die eine community zu finden, in der ich nicht austauschbar bin

@gamesandnumbers no! no! no it doesnt! you dont have to EARN food! you do not deserve bodily pain for doing the right thing! you deserve a happy and healthy relationship with food and to nourish your body like it needs to! 🗣🫂

Back to OMADing, back to heavy restriction, back to fucking up my health and guts even more because its all that I deserve since even when I try to do the right thing, it ends up with me being the bad guy and the one left alone

why am I even surprised? Yet another group of people that I cared about more than they did about me

One of those days open.spotify.com/track/7kikVUzl…

I will cherish every single one of her TERF-tears 😂

Someone chose recovery 💚 Both still working

right on time with pharmacies closing, I can feel another headache brewing. sure might as well what else can go wrong today

@muheediva01 you stole that verbatim x.com/ovaryactorr/st…

and for the lady, perhaps a deep cleaned house, cancelled plans, a new series to watch, and zero human interaction?

@dopaminediet ah damn, I'm wayyy too rational for that

@dopaminediet mine was lower. Where's my special announcement?

Seems like someone at @discord pushed to production on a friday again

@foilfailures glaube nicht, dass es an der pizza liegt

@gamesandnumbers rache meines körpers für gestern nehm ich an, die pizza sucht sich ihren weg

magenkrämpfe 🥰

Männer sagen es sind nicht alle Männer aber würden niemals einen männlichen Gynäkologen oder Babysitter für ihre Tochter haben wollen