i’m at a place where i don’t wanna have to “fix” next partner. its draining. i’ve done it. i’ve tried to be that ride or die, but it’s such an energy imbalance. i’m tired. i want someone who is already emotionally available and emotionally expressive. that’s it.
i’ve never craved peace like i do now. i don’t wanna wake up bothered, angry, bitter, no negative energy or thoughts. i just wanna be happy and at peace with everything.
beginning of december - gets a cold
end of december - gets the flu
end of january - gets a cold
beginning of february - gets tonsillitis
10/10 for my immune system x
anyone else set an alarm every day for 30min before u have to get up bc u have a vision of yourself drinking coffee peacefully before work starts but then u snooze it every single day bc the alarm is for the person u WISH u were, not the person u ACTUALLY are????????? bc same