moth 🏳️‍🌈 🏁🔜 Minnesota Menace Cat™

well ig while im here. ive needed help for a long time now, while i hate to leave pgh i need to for my health. im able to scrape by right now but a little help would go a long way to helping me stop struggling and barely surviving from my health gofund.me/c4412faf3

anyone else feel really bad and burnt out and tired and scared and exhausted and anxious and overwhelmed like all the time

you hide when you cry because you want to be seen as a strong person, at the same time though, you hate how nobody notices how broken you are.

therapy is so useless when you're self aware, like yea i already kinda know why i feel like this, talking abt it is js gonna make me waste my time

A sexual fantasy of mine is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

Mentally I am still here

how could they do this to me

fuuuck this condition sucks and nothing helps i'll look up some research research: this condition sucks and nothing helps fuuuuck

anyone else been having the worst january ever also why is this january like 3 decades long

please think twice before loving me. i will be cruel and distant. i promise， i can be kind and tender. it takes time， please wait for me.

Btw you're never gonna hate Shauna more than she hates herself like that is fundamental to understanding her character 😭😭

no sex for me thank you I have Legos to build

CPTSD is like being in a fistfight w/ an opponent who never gets tired & is perfectly willing to take the cheapest, lowest shots. We're not going to overpower an opponent like that head on. We have to pick our shots intelligently & skillfully if we're going to realistically win.

it's funny how you think you're doing fine but then one little thing reminds you of the past and it all comes back and slaps you in the face

the whole tragedy about jackieshauna being the fact shauna interpreted jackie's feelings in the wrong way and didn't know jackie liked her back like that's the plot of the show baby

have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out, so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into a million pieces

happy new year, i’m still not wanted

For me, after season 3 it's canon that Jackie was flirting with Shauna