western nights ✟ (semi?) recovery

gonna uninstall twt again but i am actually trying to recover still. its been an emotional few days; i at least wanted to participate in pastry sunday though. my roomie got a cheesecake. first time eating breakfast and getting coffee with milk in 3 years. :) #recoverytwt

bye bye LW! throwing out my scale now!

PSA: plz read. i will miss my skinny body. but i think something has to change.

trying to recover in a society where extreme thinness and doing diet over diet is getting normalised again isn’t for the weak

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@_48bpm i would literally inhale that cheesecake is my fav food 😭‼️‼️

@_48bpm def 0 i hope u enjoyed it looks so GOOD

@flobeau33 i LOVE pizza and wings but i’m terrified of them. omggg and ranch.

does anyone feels like they need to starve themselves to feel worthy of the desire of the person u like? im not talking about wanting to be desired, im talking about being desired but feeling unworthy of this desire because u feel gross on your own skin. i feel so haunted by this

Anyone else wanna be skinny so they can be like creepy? Or is that just me? I wanna give off creepy uncanny vibes

@orionloli i LOVE cava too omg!!! i like chipotle a lot, its just so good to me idk some people aren’t fans tho

damn i wasn’t aware i looked like a chipotle bowl with extra honey chicken and queso

a beautiful omad, featuring yet another royo bagel hehehehe total cals n such in alt!

@S1llYb0YjuP1t3r omg so yummy SHARE PLS

6 months apart… i feel like there’s no difference sigh

spring is one of the worst times to be depressed how am i supposed to wallow and feel sorry for myself when it’s 74 degrees and sunny and there’s fucking birds chirping and flowers everywhere