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missing context from my sex post is that it’s ofc about my doctor

had a super good night out and they played the song I play whenever me and my doctor argue and it was amazing

@swansongblond I experience one sexual thought and I’m sending myself straight to jail 💀

@golgothaRat No you can’t control your thoughts, esp if you have ocd and intrusive thoughts or whatever. But even if not, it’s completely normal.

Is it bad to have sexual thoughts about people you know (age appropriate and not related) I’m so so serious rn

@altlbs Thank you!! 💖

@golgothaRat No you’re good. Thoughts are just thoughts and don’t have to mean anything more than that.

@dietg0th yeah like he knows vaguely I think about him I just feel rude like he’s a real person with a life and I’m some degenerate (which I know it’s silly and it’s normal to have sexual thoughts lmao I’m just so insecure 😅)

@10mgmelatonin like I’m hearing myself ask the question and it’s dumb as fuck but I feel like a creep for having thoughts 💀

@golgothaRat before the internet this is all people did i think

couldn’t sleep cause I was worried my doctors plane was gonna crash i love being normal

everything has fallen apart but hey look at this sleepy bunny I saw!

so we didn’t divorce but like we did NOT fix the situation at all

aaaaaahhh evil drs appointment today

god why do I keep trying to connect to my family I’m so fucking stupid

has one single bite of pizza and had a major allergic reaction even God wants me to starve

get to go have my fourth assessment with the woman who kinda blamed me for being assaulted and now she knows I’ve complained about her so this will be cool

god I wish I had more alcohol in 😭

Don't forget to shoot the bourgeoisie in the head.

waiting for Makimas return in the same way I waited for John Locke I have a feeling I’m gonna be heart broken

caught between never wanting to see my doctor again and being desperate to talk to him

my Fitbit updated and it’s awful now and I hate it