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You can hurt me do whatever you like

The feeling of not being yours will never leave

Hopelessly devoted to seeing you change

My heart was sacred, I can’t believe you did that to me

A toxic attraction to your abuse

There was no need to pretend to love me

I wish I was better for you

Nowhere truly feels like home

I begged like a helpless dog just for you to stay

Nothing feels heavier than the fear of being never enough

I need to shut off my emotions permanently

I fucking hate you

These emotions constantly weigh heavy on my soul, I feel everything too much, too fast and it feels like this pit in my stomach will never leave

Everyone around me will eventually leave and find someone better, I’m a permanent second choice until they find better

What did I do to deserve that?

Confusing your abuse for love

I should hate you for this

I long to be loved like I matter

Leaving blood soaked letters on your doorstep

Broken heart, false promises