hiatus.

This was fun to write! Thank you again @Marsmachtfett for the beautiful artwork 😭

ADHD has a tighter link to difficulty letting go of objects than OCD does. Not because you're a hoarder. Because your brain uses objects as memory anchors and comfort storage. Getting rid of the thing feels like getting rid of something you need.

People with ADHD experience something called demand avoidance. The more someone asks you to do something, the harder it becomes to do it. Even if you WANT to do it. It’s not defiance. It’s not laziness. Your brain perceives the demand as pressure, and pressure triggers a freeze response. Someone nagging you to do the dishes? Now you physically can’t, even though you were about to do them. It’s not you being difficult. It’s your nervous system protecting you from what it sees as a threat.

People with ADHD have what’s called Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD). It’s an extreme emotional response to perceived criticism or rejection. Your brain can’t regulate the emotional pain, so a small comment feels like a devastating attack. A minor correction feels like total failure. Someone’s tone feels like hatred. It’s not oversensitivity. It’s not being dramatic. Your brain literally can’t modulate the intensity of that emotional response. It’s neurological, not a character flaw

the experience of watching someone comment on every chapter of your multichap fic as they binge it for the first time IS an unparalleled high

things that i count as writing: -making a playlist for my fic -creating a pinterest board for my fic -daydreaming about my characters -talking about my fic -staring at my blank document and Thinking about writing

Idk how to make this “pretty/official” like everyone else when they do this but 🫡 I’m a boomer I guess

"What’s your top 5 bands?" -> your answer gootbuttheichou.straw.page Hi! Thank you for the ask. 1 is sleep token. 2 is… probably MCR. 3 is Fall out boy. 4 is avenged sevenfold. 5 is… depends on if my mood needs slipknot, I guess ?

"fav trope to write?" -> your answer gootbuttheichou.straw.page idk if i have a “favorite” trope to write. Im just a sucker for top eren

“My son lives and… is human” Jessica he played genocide as a past time hobby? 😭

Going well so far

What if I get “fear is the mind killer” as a tattoo

Cool at least I know when I tell my family about a personal decision I’m trying to make that I’ll get a response out of it.

Ereri. ❤💚

anyway I’m trying to give up/reduce my use of booze so.

@lolathekittypet HELP 😭 @toasting_you (I know you’re already tagged I’m sorry)

'the rumor has it' alternative universe or something♡

Me being autistic and using the @ sprint tag to see if anyone else was interested: vs everyone else who had to tell me I’m mass pinging

(flirting) I could worship you in ways that would make churches look useless

People with ADHD after trying a hobby and not being experts 10 minutes into doing it

me except im the writer and i also need to be reminded of what's happening in the plot i wrote